我做错了？

我做错了吗？
不是我不想去..是时间的问题好吗..
这种时间出去..我妈都会问啦..
况且明天有读书..我不习惯睡眠不足..
我第二天自己会辛苦..我试过了...
我也没什么熬夜..
而且考试要到了..我要保持状态..
来面对考试..或许你还不懂我..
我不会怪你..但是你刚才说的话我有点失望..
我希望你说的只是气话..
你这样说话..你会给我感觉到你霸道..
也许你想要我陪你..
我不认为我有做错好吗..
我没做错好吗..
算了!!晚安 :(

SPM countdown 5days..

Countdown 6 days..

 6 more days..wan kisiao le..
i really hope it come fast at go fast..
i really need arrange come one prepare call tampoi lor..
when i sot ady can help me call it come..

syok lar today at school..
i like today this weather..no sun..just keep rain..
i wet when i back home..
come back fast go shower..
prevent sick..because exam is coming soon..
i wan more becareful..care myself..

today my history teacher..
she wan help me pass my history at SPM..
they wan memorise many things,,
i just wan half a little bit only..
50 words also no need.@@
if we all pass..teacher wan treat we eat M..
Lol..so good..haha

SOMEONE IS SLEEPING!!
like a pig..call her reject my call..
still ask me call her ask her wake up><"
now still sleeping..message also dun wan reply..
tomorrow go school wan say her liao..haha

Scare@@

1 more week..7days..
it is coming soon..
BM..wan how i die??
this week just for BM and BI le..
cant play le..i wan start do revision..
but i stay my Te Gong Dui data at super..
bitch..they go KL..and super no open..
because 29..30..31..no key open the door..
tomorrow i wan go take..
BM..i need memorise essay..
just pendahuluan , isi dan penutup sajek..
Komsas..cerpen..tatabahasa..rumusan..
KOMSAS and ESSAY enough le..
i will crazy..i m not be good at memorise..
i m good at calculate..
歌都有的唱..
神啊~救救我吧..考试来临啦.........
dun know wan how la!!
especially KOMSAS!!
15marks..i cant give up this..
but i dun knw wan memorise which one..
and so many@@
i really going to crazy!!
ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~ T^T

SOME ONE SAVE ME!!!please...
i am no time for waste..is time to study......

27/10 & 28/10

sorry last night busy and tired..
so i din update my blog..
and dun know want to write wat also..haha

This 4 days holiday is past so fast..
no fourth day le..
but i got 5 days holiday..hiak hiak hiak..
because tomorrow i off again...
tomorrow is my entire secondary school last assembly..
but we still dun want to go..super lazy
last fridays can stay at class..
no more chance again..
i really bu she de leave my school!!
i want my friends..
play together..laugh together..ponteng together..do homework together..
sang the song together..boom together..and more and more and more..
haiz!!when study..u will hope fast graduate..
when u r going to graduate..u will hope dun wan to left the school..
this is people??so weird rite??

walao..today TNB holiday ker?
cuti haji stiil no enough u to rest??
TMD..today keep no current..
sudden de..no 5 mins the got le..
need use two hand to count..i dun know how many time..
i dun know how to count..
when i playing dota with friends at this afternoon..
playing..sudden jump!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~
I become a fool...stiil sat in front the computer dreaming..
delay!!when i playing it jump two time..
no play le..feel tired..wan take a nap..
also cant!!jump again..no fan..so hot lea..niama..
cant sleep then drive motor go out jalan jalan better..
so hot..Sohai TNB..later i ask Namewee go find u again u just know XDD

#sleep time!!nitezzzz my friends..
nite the world :)

Awesome Day❤

Aiseh..though can go pasar pagi today..

less got chance can go lea..Just go 新东亚 haveing breakfast..
mei you qu dao pasar pagi!!

next friday can lor..my form 5 last day><"
next week is last le..got some 依依不舍!!
dun know will how when next friday i walk out my class room..

i think many will cry ba..haha

Wao..syok syok..haha

first time ever..feel good..
never try before..i am not the first..
but u are the first..u are lucky :D
I am serious now..wahahahahaha
someone---------------------------------------------->Mr.Masimaro

DAto Sri Lui Yi Cheong XD
PLEASE hor....what you swear!!
remember it..
if u break the promise..i give you die!!XD

Tomorrow bukit siput play ball again :)
need wake up early again..
afternoon wan tuition 3hours..
sure i tired de la!!@@

25/10

errrrrrrrr...this morning..><
my fren wan buy bus ticket..
then they said wan go one segamat jalan jalan..
but when they are buying bus ticket..
we saw ah boon..and her friends..........
actually..i also dun knw wan how de@@
just can ignore..><"
Ee Jun Huang!!you are so stupid !!

wao..first time drive motor go out..haha
feel syok XD
go siput fetch yang and go  O passion cut hair..
tot tomorrow wan go KL..cut my hair first..
Long ady..already 1 month ++ le lor..
cut le gam gam ho..5.30 go tuition..
then 7 go siput again..then come back home..
shower xia around 8.30 go apalagen eat dinner..
then nothing do..feel boring..
go Zp play a round dota..
when playing..suddenly we meet some problem..
about we go KL de..
lastly..cancel also@@ sien diao.........
waste the bus ticket..hat no important..
have something more important than this..
next time must ask clearly just can do decide..haiz..

feel lonely..now just me one stay at one..
my mum and my litle bro go JB..
my two sister go KL..
me stay at home!!@@
so boring!!

common cold T^T

really hot today..at bus i already whole school uniform is sweat。..
almost ki siao ady..come back home also..
same hot like that..walao..nothing can do..
go room sleep on the floor..
3++ until 5.30 again..wake up my head is feel so heavy..
today no tuition again..haiz!!
i m nothing can describe someone..
this kind of people i first time see and meet.

just now watch 7.20 de movie..
男人如衣服..just okay nia lar..
just two boys go watched@@
then go apalagen limteh xia..then come back home le..
come back shower again..
becaue i really cant tahan><"
ate two panadols and the medicine for common cold..
fast fast recover lea..
mynose rosak ady@@
cant smell anythings!!

不对经 -,-

真的是TMD..早上去到学校鼻涕一直流..
tissue都不够用..还给生日的人拿cake的krim来涂我的脸@@
那里都用去几张tissue了咯..
那个生日的人就是我的好友..泰国妹！哈哈
sohai一个,,每天bully我..奶奶的XD
每天捏我手..是讲我皮肤有点古天乐的肤色..
不然应该是看到黑青了><"
Anywhere..happy birthday to you :D

LOL..i wan to thanks my Math and Sej teacher..
same teacher..she wna help me sej pass at SPM..
she record some hot topic at this exam..
ask me go back home memories and read..
can pass it.she said..
she still said if our class sej all pass..
she treat we all eat M..haha
just me one got problem only@@
dun wan dui bu qi my fren no M eat..wahaha XD

我今天真的是有点不对经了..
一直流鼻涕..头有点重重..
刚才有肚子涨风..
later want to eat medicine before go to sleep..
hope dun sick lor..
wan exam le...tuhan bobi bobi!!><"

rain :)

NIce weather today..haha
whole day no sweat..because rain..cold..
DAMN like this..hope tomorrow also same with today..
today sleep until 8.40 then wake up..
go someone home and call him wake up..
he ponteng also..haha
so nice..got morning call de..
go having breakfast..after at in front his house..
waiting someone go work come back..haha

Yummy~~haha
mum cook curry chicken today..so delicious..
have a long time no eat le lor..
miss it so long..but today i ate it :D

just now around wan 9 le..take out the MM paper 1 and do..
40 questions finish at 9.25..after it..
i so boring..because nothing can do..
feel sleepy also..
but look at the clock..still early lar><
TMD..SPM countdown 14 days!!
two weeks!!half months!!
i can imagine how fast the time is going..
but i still playing lea.><"

爱上了❤

我确实是爱上了你..

刚才你对我说出了些怪怪的话..

我突然间变成没有心情..

原本在玩着dota..看见信息....

我直接没有mood去玩..

当你说出怪怪的话..我瞬间开始有种害怕失去你的感觉..

那表示你已经完全的霸占我的心了..
心里只有你了..我很肯定的告诉你.
我爱你已成了事实..
我也不敢想像..那天失去了你.
我告诉了你..你对我说..u wont lost me..i promise.

我突然对自己说..我不想犯下以前的那些错误..
因为忘记一个..去爱上第二个..时间很困难的事..
我也不想再失去想爱一辈子的人..
那种感觉我试过..我不想再有第二次..
如果我之前做过什么你不喜欢的事..
请你原谅我..有时候我不懂得怎么去对待..
请你原谅我..我没什么经验..
也许这样也好..就傻傻的去爱着一个人..
但有时候会傻到胡思乱想..
想到那种negative的东西..
晚安^^

Tomorrow ponteng again!!><"

喊累啊~~~

TMD 七早八早爬起来..
跑到siput去大球..
没想到..我学校的朋友也刚好在哪里打球..
就一起打XD
哈哈..第一次跟他们这样打..
之前有打过..不过是在去年的16岁比赛..
从八点多在那里到十二点多><
算下几个小时..9,10,11,12...
差不多4个小时左右><
真的是很久没打球了..
shoot都不会进才是惨><"

just now go 篮总watch basket ball competition..Malaysia NBL...
need ticket..i feel waste my money..bu hao kan de..bu chi ji de..
分数拉到这样远..一看就知道谁赢了咯...
在哪里看球都要看到睡觉..
真的是sien..也没办发..不是我驾车..
ah seng要看完..因为他没什么时间可以这样看球..
多数的周末都要下JB读书..

又是一个充实得saturday..哈哈
明天也会是以哥充实得sunday❤ !! :D
晚安啦..我的朋友们 :P

18/10-19/10 Congratulation to me!!^^

18/10
I wan to apologize..haha
because last night..i am no time to update my blog..
because last night had a accident happen at my friend..
when i reach second bridge..
he call my friend and said he accident..
i tot he is kidding with me@@
he are now..is really..
really happily got Mr Low come help us settle..
if not really serious.. he was want to pick up his phone..
but when he pick up..is too late..already laggar..
next time dun pick up the phone if it drop..
becareful ya..my friend..
dun too care about this lar..
i also wan becareful..because i usually sms when i driving><"
today i avoid it..i just waiting the traffic light just reply..
这种事难免会发生的啦..不需要太在意

19/10
last night settle all 12.30 reach home..
but its heavy rain..waiting it small a little bit chang just back home..
his motor out at my home..wait it until 1++..
i 1.30 just go room and lie on my sweet and soft bed..
today need wake up early..not go school..is go exam motor..
prepare and have the breakfast..
8 waiting aunty come fetch me go to exam motor.
sibeh 紧张..脚都在抖..是几怕过那个桥的时候跌下去..
如果跌下去直接fail..@@
还好我还是克服了..也pass了XD
wahahaha..congratulation to me!!
still meet my old friend at there..jelani..
also is a pro gang guy><
really pei fu him!!and also funny..haha

i am no time to take a nap at this afternoon..
because 3 wan meeting again..
4 until 5.30 tuition science..
5.30 have one more class..account until 7..
sibeh sleepy when in class..and also cold weather..
rain heavy when i wan back home..
TMD..got a little headache now..
because get wet in rain..
come also no fast go shower..
I wan go rest le..
Bye Bye~~goodnitezz

也许:(

our principal Mr Tey Boon Thiam..haha funny guy XD
today at school..after finish breakfast at canteen..
go pondok and sat at there chat with friends..
principal pass the pondok saw us..and come find us
come chat together..LOL!!
why i say he is funny guy??
the first he come give some advice and ask us study hard..
last month ady..just study at this month..
ask my friends dun sleep at class anymore..
haha..after this..i say gt people patoh at school..
then i said now form 2 3 4 many people marry lor.
cant control!!haha
principal said they fikiran belum pasang..
when they growth up..they will argue..
mayb because the money..or  others..
then ask my friends fast fast marry too..
he still said now orang cina decreasing.
ask fast marry and 生多几个!!
really laugh die me..i give a suggest..
off the lamp at room early..XD
he said to my freind..see he teach u ady!
i can imagine back that!!

cant describe how hot this afternoon..
go play motor under the big sun!!
so hot..half shirt have sweat..
when i take my helmet up..
my hair just like after shower without use towel dry the hair..
Really TMD..
now my hair in front long ady@@
my forehead easy to sweat..
mayb wan cut at this week..

TATA..nite..

Keep fit!!@@

Hoseh liao!!
i found i become more fat ady..
this time no do any exercise..
no time to do..
really fat lor..aku punya perut jadi tayar liao lor..
later my T shirt cant wear just cry lor..haha
SO..i decide is time to keep fit  le..
skip my dinner..my friend din eat dinner..
now saw him become thin before liao@@
really have a big different..

Wao..calon PMR sangat seronok!!
because they finish their exam liao..
now is SPM..
20 days countdown..
so scarly!!
DUN know wat i m doing now..
KOMKAM!!@@

Sure i very tired tomorrow and tomorrow..@@
this friday wan go exam motor le..
hope can pass it..if not wan spend more 80 ringgit><!1

settle!!

today poteng sleep at home until auto wake up..
feel good XD hahaha..
but someone angry me..just because of i absent..
last nite i told her..but she just reply me o gudnite><"
i ask myself..i din do any things wrong lar..
she angry ape??
just now ask her..just know she wan see me at school..
because saturday sunday din saw me..becasue we no go out..
miss me..haha @@
small case lar..tot i did any wrong><"
i told her..this just three days..
next year have 3 months (PLKN) de lea..
she answer me..
"I will xi guan and i will wait you" ..

I dun want go school today because of
-lazy
-scare hair kena tangkap
-my foot gt wound..dun want wear school shoe
-late back home
-my fingernail no cut

Though tomorrow wan wear slipper go school..
but scare if teacher ask the reason..then saw my hair and fingernail..
no choice..just wear back school shoe..
pity ><" haha..
pity own...sotplug leXD

女人心,海底针

hey..what wrong of me??
last night 2a.m. just slept..
today my clock haven rang..auto open my eye.@@
saw the time just 7.30!!OMG..
TMD now feel very sleepy..
sibeh tired!!

FInally the thing i miss it two weeks..
today i ate it..SOTO!!haha
happily when we go still have..
she no said "soto habis"!XD

"女人心，海底针"
这句话每个男子都知道..
有时候真的不知道女人想要的是什么..
我现在我只能说..
I am absolutely dun know what YOU thinking about..what YOU wan..
I cant read your mind..
SORRY!!><

nitezZzZzZzZzZz...

晚安:D

好久没吃妈妈煮的面粉糕..
今天又让我回味到..
真的是好吃到~~~~~~~~
好想再来碗...看到都Hungry liao..
（¯﹃¯）...贪吃到..最近很像又肥了..
最近都没有做到什么运动..
TMD..现在脚有伤口.又不能打球
~！@#￥%……&*（）——+
他爷爷奶奶的...




秘密中的秘密..不能告诉大家..
除了兄弟知道..Haha..

wei!take care uself lea..
dun make me worry about u><"
sometime u gt happen..
i cant do anythings..just know u got happen..
that feel so bad lea..
like just now..u stomachache..
i cant d anything..just can tell you..
take care.....
arh!!!!
bye..goodnite..

sakit arh!!

Help bao celebrate early..haha
at angeline's home..
eight persons..haha
烤肉烤肉!!muahahaha!!
Happy birthday lar XD

有话说不出..那刹那,,我不知道该怎么说..

.从来没看过女子那么的主动..吻了我的脸..
那证明她多爱那个男的..
心里为何还有这样的问题出现??
那个男的到底在想什么..
他自己都不知道..
明天又要补习..三小时..
SPM 24days..

how pain it have?!!
bitch..发炎ady...
when i shower i almost cry ady..
damn pain...一片皮不见掉!!
现在发炎..我脚上面都红红了..
刚才擦了黄药水..也吃了消毒药..

希望不要在发炎了..不然走路都辛苦><"
拜托啦..PLEASE!!

 

衰！

this two night i so early feel sleepy de><
so tired mie??
jut now 10 i feel sleepy ady..
doing math paper1..also no mood..
TMD..SPM coming soon!!

so shuai!!
today wan go learn motor..
reach there the sky become dark.
just start then rain..stop it..
waste my time..
still raining cat and dog..

DAMN fucker pain!!
after tuition wan back home..
上车的时候给plastic割到..
暗暗看不到..以为没有事情..
讲的是结果..结果到家的时候指甲跟指甲中间全部是血><"
脱皮..皮给它割上来..冲凉出来洗伤口..

是痛到一直笑@@
笑道很像sotplug de..没有吃药酱..

TIRED!!!BYE..nitezzzzzzzzzzz

说不出的话..

现在的我..心里一直有种感觉..

那感觉就是我自己都不了解自己的心..

但是听洋说了..他之前也有这样的经历..

他说正常的..他之前也像现在的我..

需要点时间..来遗忘之前那个..

也许我自己也一样..需要给自己点时间..

来遗忘..这感觉视乎对她不公平..

人就是那么的自私..
就只会先为自己想先..
有时候往往利用了别人..
自己却不知道..
人家说结果..
我的结果即使这样..

再聪明的人..也会败在爱情的手上..
我不是聪明的那个..但我也一样败了..

Dun know why..i feel sleepy now..
but look at clock..and say still early now..
SPM countdown 26 days..
PMR tomorrow is third day..
so fast><"

看透了:D

8/10....yesterday...
ponteng together><
but still woke up early..
7.30 go out..go siput..ming yang de jia..
and go eat bah kut teh..@@
ponteng go eat bah kut teh..
never try before lar..haha
but this is first time and also last time..
after finish it go yang house..
go his bedroom..
6peoples..at there chating..gossip XD
and patoh at there :D

and also waiting the time..
wait until 11 and go dreamworld chiong K..haha
one day is gone like that..
come back shower haven eat lunch just go sleep><"
because too tired ady...

sleep late and wake up early every morning@@

9/10..
no sleep at school today..
but feel sleepy when science periods..
almost sleep ady..but just almost..haven KO..haha
nothing wan wrote le..
原来看透一切是那么的开心..
不想做回从前的那个余俊篁...
我也才真正的了解到你..
原来我以前犯下了那么大的错..
错的那么厉害..自己居然都没有发现到..
现在我才真正的认识你..
才知道你是个怎样的人 :)

:) 7/10

I dun know this weekend how much of money i spend..
like water..go faster..wan bankrap ady lor><"
this noon..i cook for my little brother and sister..
long time no cook ady lor..just simle fries rice only..
egg fries rice :)
i test it..still tasty :D
haha..i wan learn more..because i wan cook for someone❤

suddenly..i feel i am the most happiness in this world..
i become more cheerful..more happy :D

i wan tell someone..thanks you did it before to me..
i tell u a true..i never blame u..
u dun wan be a friend with me..
i also no way..i nothing to say ..
just wan thanks ou..thanks u very very much..
because now i meet someone...
i will show it..wat is LOVE..
NITEZ..

~!@#$%^&*()_+

WAKAO!!
black saturday??
so shuai lar...
i langgar people car..
hapilly nothing happen..just a little bit kemeh nia..
and drop some paint..
he just wan money nia..give him RM50..
he take my money and straight go back car and run..@@
WTF...see money buka mata..
just now go out also..angeline car rosak..
when jalan got a sound..hen da sheng!!
i fetch her go back home..
haha..no need mafan other people..
friend got happne..sure will help..haha
we are best friend and brother sister :D

hey..i also love 7/10..haha
first time already fly..
i promise..haha
find a free day..i wan edit my blog..
wan change something..
because there all already become passt tence :)
nitezzz...

凸！

DO YOU KNOW!??u are so annoy....
that's why i dun wan other u..
like sembahyang..berdoa..
bising sangat u know??
TMD..i wont reply u anymore lar..
i know what i m doing..
no need u worry okay?!
just do ur ben fen..
i dun know how to say..
angry also no use.....
just disappointed to u!!

SPM countdown1 month....
31 days....

so hot weather...keep sweat even is night!!TMD
my pimples come out ady...wuwuwuwu~~~~~~TT
still no mood for study...very good..
see i how to die...

想太多

原来这一切从原点到现在..
都是我自己想太多..也是你们想太多了..
原来他不是你们想的那样..
他的想法我也是不知道..
你们也不知道..甚至她的姐妹们..
你们的推断都错了..
原来她不是那么想的..
我也严重抓不到她究竟在想什么..
也许这样也好..我也不必烦那么多..
也没必要为这件事烦恼..
也没必要一直问自己要还是不要..
其实我还第一次遇到这样的女生..
我有点无言..............
那也好..专心的完成着学业..
踏出社会..告别中学生活..
就算了吧..没什么想说的..晚安:)

My back ..... TT

dun kno what problem!!
my back is pain in this early in morning..
i wan sleep also cant..when lie on table..so pain@@
especially is BM..
we meet this teacher i feel we are very unlucky..
teach dun know teach...
just know kpkb in front..
so shame for u lea..
one more month we no need see u more!!

TMD..this afternoobn..
go learn motor..actually i just go play motor only..
let that lanc malay diao..
my teach car uncle and aunty also say..
this guy mulut busuk one..no need bother him..
really sohai..凸!!

tired today..should i go sleep early tonight..
haha..TATA!!XD

就让一切继续下去吧..❤

如果没有你

I have long time no lseep at class like today><"
one period of sej i sleep half of a period..
and next is two period is BM.
i sleep until first period Bm finish..and wake up..
sekejap saje...sleep again..@@

想说的话我应该从哪里说起..
如果没有你 没有过去 我不会有伤心
但是有如果...还是要爱你..
如果没有你 我会在哪里..
我会没有遗憾..
再怎么说..反正一切都来不及了 ..
你选择了逃脱..我也选择了躲过了我自己..
我也失去了我自己❤

goodnight :D