Hallo!! :D

好久好久没update了..
今天心情好哦..哈哈 来写写下..
虽然已经要凌晨两点了..
我觉得我变了..完全不再是以前那害羞比较胆小..
我今天踏出了我一直以来不敢踏出的那一步,,
而且是你,,,事情我就不说了..想让她成为秘密..
我真的不知道该怎么说..
我是不是一个很容易满足的人啊..
感觉上我好像是哦..哈哈 即使是一点点小事..
可是那是一件最重要的小事..
我不会忘记的..希望接下来..
接下来的东西还是不说吧,,
就顺其自然吧..
哥我今天心情超棒的说XDD
晚安

IS TOO OVER!!

说你十八岁..我都不懂你头脑想什么大便..
还是你头脑里面装的草还是什么..
拜托不要想着现在..想未来!
我们相识一场而已..之前跟你不是很熟..
都是朋友..普通朋友.
如果讲做兄弟..我不敢跟你做..
你走远一点..你不够资格..
在我眼里跟我称得上兄弟的资格..
是当对方有难帮得到忙就帮.
会分担东西的..
你这种？我送你o0o!!
我真的是越看你越想狗..
除了狗我不知道还有什么更适合来形容你..
现在只会埋怨半读半工很累..
累你条毛要吗？你以为全世界只有你在累？
我们不累吗？头脑只想着娱乐还有女子..
吃不起苦..我看死你以后发不到财!
自己昨晚要到半夜五点才睡..
今天没读书..一点这样才来..
睡不够啊？自己要迟睡你怪谁？
下午没客人时候不要睡觉..
在玩电脑..有客人的时候在喊想睡觉.
还讲鸟话？讲不懂做么没有客人的时候不想睡觉..
有客人的时候就想睡觉..
用头脑想下啦..半读半工自己要的..
做工又喊累？你不要做更好啦..
时间到跟几个女子出去走街够了..
我希望做多这个月跑人不想看到你..
还叫我十月去马六甲招你？你请假跟我们下去？
你慢等啦..我会招你的话我一辈子找不到女朋友啊.,
别说了..在说下去写到明天都写不完@@ byebye

纠结@@

应该是差不多整整一个星期美update我的blog了吧..
从14号到现在..今天终于有时间来update了..哈哈
前几天都跑出去..就因为普渡咯..
讲到普渡..应该是这么久以来最闲的一天..
居然下大雨下不停..到十一点这样才停..
喝酒的mood都没有了..
还想不醉不归..哪里知道..泡汤..

包袱终于放下了..死结也终于解开了..
谢谢你:)
谚语说..解令人需系令人,,这句话真的很对..
我的那个解谢谢你帮我解开..
真的什么都放下了..没有再想多多了..
我们依然还是朋友..哈哈

现在的烦恼还是纠结在自己的前途..
遇到了这个大石头..到底要怎样才能继续前面的路..
给我点时间仔细想想做决定吧..

Bello :P

hallo..good evening to u all..
现在您收听的是11.20 One Fm..
大家好我叫余俊篁@@
Komkam..这种钟点抓这种kick..
讲正题好吗..哈哈
真是个爱玩的家伙..但有时候认真的时候又过于认真..
就像我对待感情一样..但是我现在才知道这个道理..
那就是你认真你就输了..
我就是输在我太认真..
今天下午店没人的时候看到Facebook的一个vedio,
看了感动但是我羡慕他们..
男的叫Wah Lee..
如果得空你们可以去我的facebook看..
我下午有share出来..
他们真的真的太恩爱了..
家人又不反对..
可是到最后女的要去英国读书了..
相信他们的感情怎样都不会变不会淡不会冷掉..
真的很羡慕..看着人家的爱情是如此的完美..
在看看自己的下..直接对自己说KNS..
确实是真的很KNS..

你知道吗 要我忘记你我真的真的做不到..
比死都还做不到..
曾经你在我脑海里种下的回忆..
就像一棵树,,依然坚强站立..不管遇到怎样的风风雨雨都不会倒..
依然还站在那里..而那个回忆不管我怎样测底失望..
不管我怎样伤心..它依旧还在我脑海里..
现在已经变成了一把很锋利的刀..
分别并不痛苦..最痛苦的还是属于回忆..
回忆可以叫人开心也可以叫人伤心..
而我们的回忆就是叫人伤心..
当我对着你..我会土壤词穷..头脑什么都没有..
一片空白..都不知道该说什么好..
真的好怕说错话..搞到你不回我..
写一封过去要考虑内容考虑很久很久..
才send给你.当受到你的信息..我又想了很久该回什么才好..
但是每次到最后我都是失败..
都让你觉得我很烦..
我很怕你生我气..觉得我是一个超级惹人麻烦的人..
我都不知道该怎么做 :(
有谁可以教教我..
我现在真的很渴望我有一段爱情..
而是属于我和你的爱情..

Like a war...

this few days..
i feel i work at old street..like i am an army..
work at a war..tired like hell..fuck off..
public holidays..work like hell..
and feel so tired..feel sleepy lor..

i am worry my hand only..
get hurt when working..
my two hand all wound..
i think when a girl saw it she also dont want to hold..
look like geli lea..haha
and now easy to make a new wound..
我只能说我的手很嫩@@ 哈哈

多久了?

我有几天没有update我的blog了？哈哈

这几天都很忙很累啊..

学校放假..现在又是Hari Raya..

public holidays..每个回家乡..

马来人回来过年..华人回hometown..

所以在外地读书的还是做工的多数都跑回来..

所以old street的生意比平常好..

客人多..会比较忙..

所以这几天都很忙.

做到都累..今天下午做到想睡觉都有..

还有三天要忙啊..我只希望这三天快快过掉@@

今天放工回来不出去了..啊boon,,paiseh..

这次你从新加坡回来meet不到你..

我太忙了@@

下次你回来我再找你吧..

真的很paiseh..哈哈 我放飞机了..

这几天真的是人多..做到手忙脚乱啊..

现在的我烦恼有渐渐的跑出来了..干/.\

睡觉去..我只觉得睡觉是最幸福的事了..哈哈

明天还是一样要做工.晚安

Is too sad..

can dont treat me like that?
u are the only one treat me like that..
i am the first time let girl say i m.....
i am trying to find somethings and try to chat with you..
i know i am a stupid..i dont know the way to chat with girl..
i feel so sorry..is enough..
haiz..i know i just a fool..
i am a stupid..
sorry 我配不上你..
我自己知道..

Lunar Happy Birthday to you :)

Lunar Happy Birthday to you..

i send a message to her just now..

i so happy just because we have talking somethings..

every message i send just now..

i think and keep reply reply ask myself..

write like that okay bo?

because i scare said something wrong..

and she no reply me later..

i m try my best to think something to talk to her..

keep thinking thinking and thinking..

but lastly i did a loser again..

i lose the game between us..

i lost everything..

i lost your love..i lost you..i lost your heart..your soul..

your EVERYTHING..

i so hope i dare to send i miss you and i love you to you..

but i know you so clearly..if i send like that u wont bother me anymore..

even going to be a friend also cant..

want talking like a normal friend cant also..

so i just can say at here..

i really miss you now..

sorry..tonight stop at here..i cant continue to write somemore..

because my eye have some "water"..

goodnight..

久违了..

我很久没跟他喝茶了..
昨晚我就约了他出来..
他曾经是我补习老师..也是我的ex-老板..
也是我的好朋友..兄弟..
他就是west low..啊哈哈
昨晚就他一个人出来..
我看到都吓到下..
Mrs ping居然没来..
我问west..他说她早都睡着了..
就三个男人..我 west和teh tarik..
聊了好多东西..
我也讲出我很多不开心的东西,..
跟他们分享,,他们都给了我意见..
我觉得很好..他也教会我们很多人生道理..
昨晚喝茶我真的学会了多东西..
哈哈 我们昨晚有讲不完的话题..
讲到两点多要三点都还没讲完.
结果我三点这样才到家..
三点多才睡觉..
不过我觉得很值得..
虽然是牺牲了一些睡眠时间..
但是我换来了一些知识..一些道理..

blar blar blar~~!!

感觉上好无聊啊..

我的直觉很孤单..很需要人家的陪伴.

很希望有人能够让我分享我的开心与不开心...

更希望有人可以在我背后鼓励我..支持我..

而且我更希望那个人是你..

相信..相信那一天..

快点到七号啊..

我真的是没钱了啊..

拿到薪水后我会更压力..

钱真的对我来说那么的重要..

我真的无法想象.

第一次..在我隔天有做工的时候喝茶喝到两点半才回家..

真的很爱睡乐的..哈哈

但是这样的夜生活也是很爽,,

要是是去喝酒就更爽,,

因为酒永远不会让人100%清醒..

至少能麻醉自己..

即使是那短短的一夜 :)

我的手..我做工都一直在忍这痛..

有两个伤口..两个都是裂开的..

弄到水的时候是多么的痛..

连我冲凉都冲比平常时还久..

我右手拇指这伤口已经有差不多两个月多了,,

想说到现在还不会好,,

伤口好了做工又不小心弄裂,,

今天还流血..我是真的不懂要怎样处理这伤口..

他需要的时间来复原我觉得还要很多..

希望快快好啦..不然我一直都很痛..

那个某某人..希望你考试顺利啦..

加油.无论考什么科都好..都要加油..

我一直在后面支持你 :)
Good :Luck and Good night :P

Lucky Saturday??

what should i say?haha
afternoon i blur already..
i am in sleepy mode..
when i am going to take a nap..
BOOM!!
got customer come..shit man..
cant sleep jor..
that not a point..
the point i am going to say tonight is about someone..
when i am sitting the chair and playing my handphone..
i saw a few peoples walked in and came old street.
then i stand up and prepare give menu..
i still dont know is her..
i still want to ask need combine the table or not?
then i walk up and saw this girl is??
i feel weird..when i guess is her i turn back slowly..
i ask my friend go serve..
and i feel so happy since afternoon..
my friends also felt weird...
why today i am so happy har..
macam kena toto..hahaha
today is saturday..and tonight must many customer and is a busy night..
they weird why my face still can smile like tat..
still sing some song..zhua kick with them..
because when i buy..my face is no smile..
i am serious and doing my job..
hahahaha...i am no expect u will appear today..
this is so surprise..maybe i sot already..
surprise@@ aku sohai betul..haha
by the way..happy saturday ^^

没电....

哎哟..第一次做工做到停电@@
还是十一点这样了..
我还在跟老板讲东西..
讲到一半突然就这样..tok一声..
整间店就这样突然黑完..
还剩下两桌客人..还在吃steamboat..
哈哈..我出去看下整条街黑完..
wakao ei..没冷气热到要命..
到不可以tahan...开始流汗了..
做了差不多要四个月了..
第一次遇到这样的情况..
人生很多第一次叻..哈哈
而我的第一次就这样给了你..
你在我心目中..也是第一个..
让我永远无法忘记的人..
还是那么的漂亮..
那么的有气质..就是你..
如果接下来我的女朋友..
我是说如果啦..要叫什么都可以..
就是不可以叫你bby..她就是不可以叫我bii..
我不容许..永远都不容许!!

suffering ><"

ulcers..go away pls..
u make i so suffer u knw..
when drinking eating or wat..
u make me wan to cry@@
pain arh..a few days already..pls recover faster lar!!

look back the days i at NS..that is january february and march..
i feel the time pass so fast..like the thunder..
but i looking for my future..
is slow like turtle..wtf..
i just hope at october!!
累到我肩膀酸痛><"
i just hope someone help me massage XD
haha..anyone?

emo mood..

天台!!The Rooftop..
director is Jay Chou...
i10 marks i give this movie 7 marks..
no bad...i watched it last night..12.10 am..until 2.30@@
3am just reach home..so late lor..haha

today i back home early at 7pm..
because  tired..cant tahan..if keep work i dun know what will happen..
haiz....Jia you ah huang!!!

Night..emo mood on..
long time no feel like that..
why we cant like the movie..
have a prefect ending..
peoples said..movie like life..life like movie.,.
but i no agree..
my life no like movie..
i feel lonely now..
i need you..i want hug you..
i know after the things happen..sorry is nothing..
弥补不到之前的错..
只是基本上的礼貌..
对不起只是想换来一个机会..
i cant get it......

才19号而已..

先讲做工的先..
做到九月完..我是到不会啊..
我充实的生活..过得很累的生活..
我还要持续过一个70多天这样的生活..
真的很累@@
为了钱每天这样做工..前天才给朋友讲..
这样做车还没坏人都先坏..
静静不懂要应他什么..
70多天啊!!!><""

现在讲自己..
现在要吃草了..自己身上两百都不到..
妈的..要我怎样过到下个月7号@@
还有三个星期这样叻..
要省省用了..还要存钱买laptop..
省吃俭用了..没办法..

我现在用到我家的电脑..
我很想打给他烂@@
很慢啊..我是否要感谢我弟弟download这个download那个？
很多东西.多到我要delete都不会..太多了..
迟早要拿去format的啦..
这两个晚上都很乖..在家没出去..
回家休息第二天睡起来冲凉又出去做工了..
haiz......命苦!!

I get it..

i so happy!!haha
finally i get my iphone 5..
maybe ppls wired why i so happy..just a iphone5..
i tell u the reason..
i so hope i have a smart phone at early..
i looked my friend..they all using iphone4s/5 or samsung note 2..
why i dunhave..i really jealous...
but all of them is depend their family..
ask they dad or mum buy for them..
and lastly they get it..rich family..
they are not depend themself..
this is the different betwwen me and them..
i so hope my family also can do the same thing for me..
but my family no like them rich like that..
they cant give me wat i wan..different destiny..
and now i get it..Rm2199..
no earn easy lea..i save 3months salary just get lea..
i work hard..since morning 11 until night 11.30..
12 and half hour..how i spent all the time in my job..
just because money..i have my target..
and next target is laptop..
buy it prepare to use in study when i start the course at KL..

coming soon~~

finally my iphone 5 coming soon..haha
tml night i will get it..so happy!!haha
RM2199..buy le..all is my money..
i will care this like my wife one..haha
black colour..and i get my power bank today..
all come together..
monday just go find hp shop..
ask help me cut my sim card@@

saturday night..work like a war..fuck..
busy like hell..haha
two person only lea..
the customer keep come one..
steamboat.......OMG..
but i xi guan already..haha
afternoon dun knw why..tired like hell.
so sleepy..but need to do sumthing..
just come back home at 2.30am..
jyamcha just now..haha
planing this september go play lor..
find our memory before when we still are a students..haha
when we form 4 and form 5..
so excited..XDD

work hard..spent hard!:D

I love last night so much!!haha
melacca trip..it so awesome..
我昨天也应该算是衰啊..
到不会啊..再等朋友从MMU下来meet的时候
在mahkota外面等taxi哪里遇到神经病的人..
马来mak cik..还吐我口水..中到我脚一点点@@
应该是没拜神的关系啊..
哈哈..meet到他们..我们去葡萄牙村吃海鲜..
我里面最喜欢的还是鱼.够新鲜..
清蒸真的是好吃..还想再吃@@
贪吃到..再吃就肥了..
我也发觉我最近肥起来了..shit!
吃了海鲜..去海边..跑来跑去..
去了海边看到一对情侣在恩爱..
在kiss..我们去打扰到人家..
还没关系..有一个讲到几大声..有人在打caren@@
因为他以为是马来人..笑死我啊!!haha
过后就去MMU..去找朋友..然后去哪里附近喝茶..
够多认识的人啊@@
哪里的mamak档全部都是MMU生..
还哪里大炮下..他们还想叫我们直接在哪里睡..
明天才回..他们今天也是holiday..
所以叫我们一起出去..
还像办法给我们去到他们的apartment..
因为哪里有guard..
麻烦啦..我们十二点多从melacca开车回segamat..
到segamat一点半出..回到自己的家已经两点正..
冲凉休息下三点这样才睡,,
累哦..今天做工又没睡到..
现在眼睛是要盖下去了的..
哈哈..明天做工..睡先啦..晚安..

Realize

我现在才真正的发现..
原来很多事情的发生都是我们想不到的..
别人告诉我我都不敢相信..
我也很难想到..我朋友发生车祸..
昨天晚上7-8点发生..
受重伤..右脚大腿骨断..我真的不敢想象..
想去医院探望你..可是做工.
安排不出时间..
希望你早日康复:) brother...

人有时候就是不经意时不长一智..
这样才有挑战性..人生才会有乐趣..
现在我接受任何挑战 :)

planing tuesday melacca again..haha XD
work hard..play hard..enjoy hard!!
banananan~~nana~~patato!!~~~XD

Bla Bla Bla...

好想念昨晚!!
放工后十二点..去朋友家BBQ..
还没关系..还留给我..真的是够兄弟啊.
不过你对我的好..却害到我肥了XD
但是还是要谢谢你啦..哈哈
真的是够kick啊..
有酒喝又听她爸爸港..
笑到反..喝酒真的很爽..
但是我不可以喝多..要驾车..
还是喝了四被多tiger而已..
只剩下tiger..哈哈..
到接近三点才收场..
喝了酒回到家又好睡..
躺下去一下子就睡着了XD
那个感觉太棒了!!!wahahahaha..

When i was you man❤
i love this..should i give u all my hours..no my friends..
no my brothers..sorry..i just realize..
and is too late..i was no more chance to give u all my hours..
if can..sure i give..i promise..
promise with who..nobody..i m single now..
and i just focus in my future now..
study life..start at november..
feel late..but no choice..hahahaa
planing genting trip with guys..at this october..
will find out many memory..haha
i like it!! and looking forward..

same..working day tomorrow..hope tomorrow i can wake up myself..
breakfast with brothers..long time no breakfast with them ady..they going to kill me soon..
goodnight..hehe ^^

Raining..bad mood..

hey..i miss you..
when i stand behind door at old street..
looking the rain fall down..
the first thing i realize if you..
i found you..still staying in my heart..
everything of you still in my brain..
never forget..never ever forget..
how i love you..nobody no one can fell it..
my love is no earn by other girls.because they no deserve to get this..
ur beautiful eye..can i look at your eye in a second..
just a second i also feel enough..happy..
my angel..yes,you are the only one..

haiz...emo wat..
nobody will knw..
i am going to talking to the moon now..
continue the emo mood..
hahahaha..siao liao ei!!
good night..

Say goodbye..

从小到大..你什么时候了解过我?
现在你说了这些鸟话给我听..
那你有知不知道我想要的是什么?
我认为你没有资格说我.
我会这样也是因为你..
你要怪谁?
我很懒惰向你解释..
我认为我没必要解释..
也请你不要说些我不喜欢听的话..谢谢!!!

舍不得又一个好朋友这样离开了我们大家..
你才在飞机上两小时..
我们又想起你了..
没有得出来一起聊天..没得去你家了..
今天我很高兴你抽空时间来到old street来找我..
让我有机会再你最后一天呆在Malaysia跟你一起坐着..
好好聊天..也是你最后一站了..之后就回家准备上KL..
我们也很成功的..弄到你哭..看见你的眼泪..
你是个坚强的女孩..看到你掉眼泪..
真的是百年难得一见啊..
我们真的非常成功..哈哈
我们之间的友谊不是普通的..
我们是好朋友..还有他们..
你们全部都是:)
我的快乐是你们给的..这个你们需要知道..
你们在我生活中扮演太重要的角色了..
到现在我才知道什么事真正的友情..
我发现爱情都无法代替..
友情万岁XD
再你离开前..我在信息要对你说的话已经说了..
很长很长很长@@ 哈哈..
但愿你一切顺顺利利..
All the best at AUS and keep it touch..
take care my friend..
we will wait u back..i hope CNY we can meet..
see you soon..stay healthy ya ^^
Good luck to you at there Xiao Xin :)

Happy birthday to Xiao Xin!XD

Happy birthday to you XiaoXin..
haha..firstly..i think i need to apologize to u first..
no time to celebrate tgr with them..
very sorry..i need to work..
i cant take off too..less worker already..
boss also dun let me take too..
today saturday night..busy like hell..
fuck!since 7 like tat busy busy until i wan back home just no busy@@
i so scare saturday night@@ is damn scare..
at least.i m lucky at all..
i so happy when they come old street help her did a celebration..
i still can eat her birthday cake..haha
but after i busy lar..really no time..
and take photo also..haha
hope u forgive my busy..
i very treasure the time tgr with u all..
u are going to flight soon at next monday night..
very she bu de..my frens all fly and oversea.
sien lar..less a kaki agn :(

Btw wish this is ur most happy in ur life in ur birthday..
u are officially 18 years old..now a little girl anymore..
cheer up anythings!and take care at AUS too :)
all the best girl..haha friendship love forever !!
wait u back :)

感情 :'(

领悟到..爱情不是说断就能断的测底..

在我心里..我仍然断不了..

在你心..我感觉到..你也一样..

问问自己,,是否离不开有你的世界..

目前我的答案是我做不到..

很想给个理由 找个永远分不开的回忆给我们彼此..

曾经的分手..不是我的决定..

但是我尊重你的决定..因为我还爱你..

如果要我放弃..我也不懂怎样放弃着不朽的感情..

这样的结局根本不是我想要:(

我们曾经的开心..那些一点一滴..

你叫我怎样忘记？

说真的..那些真的是我人生最美好的时候了..

分开也一年多了..我希望你还记起..

最后一句..分开了我还是那么的爱你..

现在的我对你的爱..比起以前我现在更爱你..

melacca trip XDDD

the legend in history..三剑客..

finally today go out enjoy together..

go some happen in morning..

in our plan is 10 depart to mellaca one..

but today 11.30 just depart..

the journey go to mellace i drove..

after that go bus station check ticket..tmd just half hours..

the police gv me a saman!!just half hour lea..

mellaca police so efficiency@@ 

no like segamat one..haha

i make a call to my fren and ask him whr can pay this saman..

he told me at dataran there..but i also dunknw the place..bacasue he dunknw also.

he just remember at sataran there can pay..

the we go there..wan shopping also..

find parking..so lucky..

the car park we parking car..opposite is the place can let me pay the payment..haha

i found first..then this two sohai laugh me..

because my eye so geng..haha so fast found this..

though need pay 30 ringgit....

but when i  pay just RM10 only..the saman if u get and pay in the same day..

just need RM10..then i go buy cupon ..RM11..buy wrong a piece..fuck@@

RM5 terbang dulu..

the go GCS watch 3.20pm..world war Z..

nice movie..but i gt startled in some moments..

like a zombie..aiyer...haha

finish this shopping xia..then go capitol satay lut lut..

we after ate..we 3 also said ntg special also..

eat with my friends..study at MMU..come out meet us at there..

having dinner tgr..haha

after that go jusco~~~

then back home le..

你不知道..我不会怪你..
我只祈求上天再将来某一天..你会明白..
你给过我的爱..我从没放下过..
即使之前尝试了..但我还是做不到..
再说100次1000次10000次对不起都是没有用的..我知道..
但是..我会尽力!!
我可以选择不去理会任何一切..
但是那是不可能的..
因为我对你的爱真的真的是真心..
绝对没有任何怀疑..我真的爱你..
我希望你知道..我现在比以前更爱你..

眼睛不好啊..晚上叫我驾车我看到对面的车来眼睛都痛@@

散光高..近视一粒150一粒200..

叫昌驾.我发现坐车跟驾车都累..我没睡到..帮忙看路..

回到segamat已经10点40酱..载yang回红牌..

再回simpang..十一点了..

累><"!!!

明天就是做工了.

才十二点@@ 不过真的要睡了..晚安

write story tonight@@!!

last saturday..

时间到不够用,,下午跟朋友M..

到三点这样才走..三点半洗脸咯..

洗到差不多6点..没办法..

人手不够..所以会慢了点..

六点回家载家人..直接冲下去jementah..

去阿姨家吃自由餐..

因为我表哥的女儿满月咯..

八点开车..从jementah回来segamat..

八点半这样到家..回家直接冲凉..

冲了去朋友的结婚自由餐@@ 十点走..

然后跟朋友喝茶..喝到一点..

一点去我们的地方..聊天抓kick..

抓到两点半..回家再冲凉三点..

进房睡觉..TMD 我不懂是做么啦..

睡不着.躺来趟去,.翻来翻去..到早上六点多才睡!!
WTF..第二天11点做工..

我是到不会啦..差点倒下..累到要死的那种><"

第二天..礼拜..

做工顾客的躲到....不会讲..

那天老板到要破两千@@

我们就是没有休息到..一直做..

我又不够睡..根本叫没有精神..

泡水跟水倒掉..

又差点跟玻璃杯打破..

不然就是弄翻水..世道不会啦..

真的是没有精神啊..

明天请假!!马六甲!!

努力做工,,也要努力享受..

哈哈..明天是这个月休息第二天而已..接下来不会休息了..

不然没钱@@

明天又是我们三剑客下去而已..

Teh tarik me and yi cheong...

sui lai!! Coconut shake..satay lulut..wait me!!
明天又要驾车..睡先..晚安..

在意or不在意?

想知道..你还在意吗？
在意我..我的事情..一切事物..
我还是很在意你的一切..
我还想知道你最近过得好吗？
也许没有我的日子..你会过得很开心...
也许你再没有我的时候..
你过的非常好..没有我你也没有了痛..
就希望那个那么的一次..
你让我向你解释..为什么..
我不求现在..也许就再未来的时候..
某一天..请你给我几分钟的时间..
让我告诉你那个事实..
当你知道了我不知道你会怎样想.
如果你知道了..你要怎样对我我没话说了..
还没有让你知道的现在..
我很结就这一辈子都打不开

现在..我什么都不想去理..
说真的..也许对其他人来说..没什么..根本不算什么..
但对于我..我这个家..很重要..
我不知道我家几时才可以脱离这种命运..
这个对于这个考验..我真的很累..筋疲力尽..
有朋友看到我..说我为什么变得那么老了..
基本上来说我家带给我的烦恼实在是太多了..
我也没可能不去理会..不当一回事..
也许在外面我笑笑下..大家以为我没事.
其实我朋友们都知道我家曾经发生过什么事,,
是多么让我铭心刻骨..死都不会忘记的事..
当初的心痛..到现在想起都还很痛..
也许从那一次..以照成了我心灵的创伤..
一辈子的创伤..那些以写进我本人的历史..记载着阴影..
每一次从外面回到家..原本开开心心的..
当一说起关于钱的东西..你是不知道我是多么烦恼?
Tired for everything!!

my hand....

冲凉的时候是多么痛苦..
我的手很痛><"
右手拇指应该是给烧水烫到..
皮跌..很像伤到肉..还裂开..
真的是TMD..冲凉洗脸的时候都不敢用啊..
不是懂做么..手又敏感..
痒+红红..是怎样啊..
还有给东西刮到..脱皮..
泡水的时候弄到limau又液..
最近都是这样衰吗？
几时的我才可以好好的休息...
累!!!

Headache :(

很快的..什么天气啊..
今天是怎么了..是不是午觉睡太久啊..
弄到我头痛了一整个晚上..
真的是@@ 烟雾很多..
这种天气..应该很多人会不舒服..
生病伤风之类的..
我发热气了..水我都一直有喝啊..
为什么还是这样..
烟雾啊..快快散去..
不要弄到很多人都不舒服..
尤其是不要弄到她..

她..你明天就加油啦..
嘻嘻..记得喝多点水啊..
不然等下很容易中暑诶..
虽然你可能没看到..
但是我会在心里支持你..
不止现在..以后都会..
你不舒服..我这的会担心..
但是我的担心..可能你感觉不到..
不过没关系 :)
我还是那个我..爱着你的那个我..
明天加油 :D

FRee?so what?

yesterday hotlink and maxis SMS free??
free so what?haha
nobody can let me find..
so sms free..is nothing to me..
i just wan send to her only..
another x minat lor..
but hor..that became impossible..
haiz..what can i do?
i cant do anything?
i just hope i can stay beside her..
protect her..but that is absolutly impossible..
just dun think so much..

work work work work..
today just had a customer ask me..
wa..u work everyday?
malaysia money wan let u earn sampai habis lor@@
LOL.terus boom me..i speechless..
dun knw wan ans him what..haha

每天都会想起你..那有能怎样？
每天思念..你又怎么会知道？
怎样的我能让你想起我？你说啊 :(((

Someone teach me write TIRED can?

i work at there going to 3 mnonths ady..
but i tired..but i xi guan le..
today..maybe is Father's day..so many customers.
that not a point..the point is why 10 tables customer..
had 9 tables is come and eat steamboat?@@
gila sial..really got 10come 9 is for steamboat..
wakao ei..just two waites..include me.
when wan clean the table..u knw how dirty after they eat??
ape ape macam pun ade..cant imagine@@

today look like is all of you important day..
but to me..nothing special..just a day..
working out and sleep..
no any special celebration..
no any happy things..
just know i am sibeh tired today..
just a thing can make me happy..that is sleep!!wahahaha :P

鱼对水说..你看不到我的眼泪..
水却对鱼说..你的眼泪流在我心里
想请问下我的水..你为何离开我..
你知道你离开了我..我会死吗？

tired for everything!

有时候我真的很想放弃..
对这些现在的事物已经是很疲惫.很厌倦..很累了..
没人知道..了解的人最终还是我自己..
我肯定没人知道..因为那些人只看外表..
我外表一直带着笑容..他们以为我很开心..没烦恼..
但真正后面的任何事物..任何一切..就是没人知道!
没有人了解..那些痛苦就越来越多..
我苦有很多..却说不出的那种..
我多次崩溃..又有谁知道？
我真的好想大哭一场..
男人流血不流泪..血我不怕流!
我怕流泪 :(
我真的很想有一个人的肩膀借我靠..
我失去了很多我不想失去的东西..
我很羡慕朋友有那么一个幸福的小家庭......

昨晚我不懂做么..喝回来了..两点半进房间躺..
躺到四点多才睡..做工已经很累了..
不动作么我一直反来反去就是睡不着..
难以入眠..今天做工就是头痛..@@
睡不够..火气大!

请不要再我pekcek的情况下来烧我..
你们这些人..请你们用脑想想你们做的事!!
PS: coustomer only at tonight just now..

一封..就一封行吗？

小小的一样东西..就能让我很在意..
有时候看到些东西就不经意吃醋..
但每次我都会问我自己..
你凭什么吃醋？
她是你谁？你跟她什么关系..
我只会告诉自己..她是我前女友..
是我的最爱..但是想起那答案..
前女友...前这个字..
是不是过了？对..她就是过了..
那你还凭什么吃醋？白痴..

一封信息..我究竟等不到..
就那么一封..即使是一个字 ouch..
我都开心..就是等不到..
心情是多么的不愉快,,
但又有谁知道？答案是没人知道 :(
真希望有那么一个人能来看穿我..
而我更希望那个人是你❤

又Emo了..

为什么看见你的东西..我情不自禁想起曾经的我们..
心情可以从开心变成没有心情..
这就是你对我的影响..
这就是证据..我对你的爱的证据..
难道你还不知道吗？
到现在..我心里的最后一句话..
是其实我还爱你..
当初我就没有权利说不要吗？

即使再别人的眼里你不完美..
但是你在我眼里是最美丽..最完美..
为什么每当我看见跟你有相似的人..
我都会多看两眼,..之后我就会想起那美丽的你..
为什么?没人知道..
或许答案只有你才真正的明白
抱歉..对不起❤..我爱你 :(

Holidays GONE!

Actually i no holidays..
everyday work..keep repeat and repeat and repeat..
i already xi guan le..
say the true..i really tired..
but i still fight like hell..
without rest..just because money..
i really need it..to me it too important to me..and my family..
super tired for this two days..2++am just back home@@
last night too..the time let me sit in front the computer also dun had..

to my friends..tomorrow u all going to back school ady..
two weeks holidays was gone too fast..
i also feel damn fast..
and my friend who study form 6..
jiayou lar u all..fight for u STPM..haha

and the special for someone..
hope u have a nice monday..keep it touch :)
all the best !

Future :)

dun wna to think any more..

i just wan study hard at the soon.

get a good result..take a sijil..

after study go out work hard..

earn money..and let my dream become true..

这条路是我以后好过的一条路..

也只是那唯一一条..

虽然中间会很坎坷..

但是我已经决定了..

在怎样辛苦我也要熬过..

在怎样都好..我也拼了!!
为了我的将来我的未来..

以后出来做工了有本事了..

我会再以我以后拥有的证明给你看..

我也会努力的去实现..

再用我的本事追我心爱的女人..!!

Huang!! FIght fight fight!!
Just FIght for you FUTURE!!

how much i miss u..

kick lai liao..
nice song ever make me cry many times.
th night lonely..without any sound...just the speaker..
singing the song i love..like us..
i admit my tear is falling down right now..
when i just can stop it..
make myself lost all memory?
if can choose i choose i forget anything!
like a baby just born..all game going to restart..
new game..i forget wat my mum wat name..
how many my family member..
all I oso dun knw..like that maybe will better than right now..

how much i miss u??
i really hope i can texting with you..
i still can live in ur heart like before..
but...sighhh..we know it..

The day without MUSIC!!

how lame..how boring at Old Street..
Without music..the Mesin rosak..diu..
the time wont pass when i working..
wan sleep also hard..so quiet..
no music..haiz..sad case..
how many days still i like this?
just pray the DVD repaired and take back..

我的未来..是多么坎坷..
我了解我知道..我想要什么都要自己去得到..
我得到的也就是值得我拥有的..
多么想回头每次..但每次都会问问自己..
你想要怎样的将来..我总告诉自己..
我要赚很多很多的钱..这样什么都得到..
但是有一样东西再多钱都买不到..
那就是爱情..
你就等着看吧..我会走到这一天的..
请你相信我..

有两个男的..一个单身..一个恋爱..
但是单身的那个很渴望恋爱..渴望有人爱..
尤其是他深爱的女人..
恋爱的那个就想念单身..想念自由..
也不是说完全没有自由啦..
因为我们这种年级..差不多要踏入社会了的..
才知道钱是多么重要..女人不会了解的啦..
那是男人的使命..应该算是使命吧@@
哈哈..单身的就是我本人..
那个恋爱中的就不说了,,哈哈

累死人@@

很开心就因为联络到在国外的朋友..
听见他们的声音..才知道他们别来无恙..
一个在台湾..一个在Aus..
同一个时间一起Skype..haha
在三个不同国家一起gang..
台湾的天气热死人,,哈哈
澳洲的天气晚上2-3度@@
冷死人..跟她聊天她都在哪里呼呼叫..
因为真的是很冷..是我都beh tahan..
从十二点出开始到两点半出..
两小时多..在那里聊天..哈哈
喜欢这种感觉..大家很像坐在同一张桌子喝茶这样..

昨晚就是喝茶..不懂跑什么水..
要放工了突然来这样多人..
做到十二点才回家..
还值得啦..因为昨天double工钱..哈哈
多做多赚XD
十二点回家冲凉下出去喝茶了@@
真的是敢啊..出去原本三个人的..
就我咯..啊洋咯..还有启安..
哪里知道在哪里坐到屁股都还没有烧..
遇见了两个38婆!!哈哈
就坐一起咯..真的是够38的那两个XD
还没关系..我叫tea O ice..
很甜..我就叫他加冰..
那两个38的其中一个..也是叫Tea O ice..
哪里知道他加冰回来了..加到满..
一放在桌子上..她就讲..做么我的这样快来的..
我还叫少冰的叻..这样多冰..
讲完了直接喝@@ 才吸第一口而已..
我stop不到她..太迟了..我讲是我的..
我叫他加冰@@ 她直接jam着..
搞笑的画面..在场的都笑到翻
真的是啊,,这个38婆..我也酸到她暴!!
这才是过瘾的..
哎呀..SKYPE 去了..BYE :D

一个小小的思念❤

我自己也感觉到意外..
我听着这首歌..我哭了..
做工的时候偷偷流眼泪..
就是因为一首歌..五月天的[突然好想你]
下午没事做..开歌听..结果就这样勾起一年前的回忆..
也就这样眼睛开始感觉有泪水..再想想现在..
眼泪就这样流了下来..
可以告诉我为什么吗？

想念如果会有声音..
而那个声音要是是你的声音的话..
是多么的好..可以每天听到你的声音..
而回忆是一把最锋利的刀..
往往都是向你的胸口..你的心..
开多一刀 :(

曾经

那些曾经..那些美好..今天回想起..

都想哭..不是我爱哭..

是真的很伤心..坚强不到..

我承认..但我不是脆弱..

我是真的真的很爱你..

有一个人说放下..我没完全放下..

但是有一个我很确定的..

我确确实实真的是忘不了..

我每天都在害怕..害怕你有一天被人喜欢..

更害怕你喜欢上别人..

真的害怕..害怕这个成了事实..

请不要 :(

Goodnite ❤

i found it..the tired of work and a tired of fun..
between this two have a different tired..
the tired of work is more tired than the tored of play..haha

what happen to me today..
i almost die at old street..damn..
very xin ku ><"
打嗝..go away la..
my heart like going to explosive..
TMD..damn hate this..

❤someone..i know u tired..
come back from a place..
finish a activity..
and rest more ya :)

累死我妈妈的儿子><"

wakao ei..睡不够已经够惨了啦..
昨晚看戏回到家都差不多要3点了..
今天早上一通电话来叫我吃早餐..
我电话都不接@@
真的是很Paiseh..哈哈
睡到十点起来准备做工..
做工爱睡又没有睡到..
脚又痛死人..妈的..
久没运动昨天早上球打下到要死掉..
今天就这里痛哪里痛..
悲剧..做工的时候脚跟我在痛..
也没办发..工还是要做..
星期六..以前读书的时候就很喜欢啦..
现在我每天在期待星期一到星期五@@
没什么人..今天人是干多..
又只有两个人做工..悲哀
还是过了..明早有人约我打球..
多数是没去的啦..
在家睡觉..累死人..
我一天二十四小时..
12小时半做工..上下的11小时半..
扣下睡觉七小时剩下4小时半是我私人时间..
时间不够用><""

Fast and Furious 6!!
真的是TMD好看..
还想再看XD
真的是太好看了..
The rock..and Dom..
两个muscle men..羡慕他们的身材@@
给我一半我就很开心了..哈哈
想不到那个女的死掉..男的是多么伤心..
到最后男的在Tokyo也死..
一定还有第7的..
我期待Fast and Furious 7!!XDD

Fast 6~~~!!!

I wan watch you lea!!
tomorrow night!!after i work..
no matter how tired..i wan watch you!!
11.40..i alrdy plan..
i am coming soon!!
wait me har..haha i booking u alrdy..

很boring lea!!!niabeh!!
有酒就好..喝给他倒!!
可以昏迷一个几十天更好!!
好让我休息下..累!!
喝给他死更好吧也许..

Samsung or Iphone?

I think about it..have a few weeks@@
i wan to by Samsung or Iphone..
either one..i like the Samsung because its screen large..
if play game or online..very stoy..
but its going to lag faster than Iphone..
Iphone the one i dislike is screen small@@
haha..mayb i old ady..lao hua yan XD
need to choose the screen big one..
when i working i keep think this problem..
And lastly .i did the decision today!
i choose Iphone..because its tahan lama than Samsung..
although its screen small.. bo huat lor..
accept the true..haha
i working now..earn the money myself.
i buy myself..no spend my family money..
this month i really mo take money with my family..
i go out..go whr..all spend the money myself..
feel good XD
no need depends on my family..
but if i go study..sure wan take v them ady@@
haiz..work get money..study for future ba :)
fight it!!

woo!!this afternoon i received sumthing from my best friend nicole!!XDD
so touching lea..hahai wna to thanks you at here..
and i wont forget you..u are my best friend too..
we waiting u come back :D

20 May=520

有一年这样就过去了..
520也就是我爱你..
表面上对我现实生活中是没有什么特别..
但是如果说在我感情世界..
是有很大的意义..也就是我爱你..
属于你和我的世界..现在不知道跑到宇宙那里一个角落了..
如果..我说的是如果..
没有任何意外..你和我都一起度过两次的520..
但是事实就是跟如果相反..两次都不是..
一次都没有..在我内心里..我度过了两个月多的520..
因为有你在我生边的每一天..每一天都是520..
自从你走后..你离开后..
我的世界5已经没有520了..
即使是日历上的520..也对我毫无意义..
没有意思..因为都是一个人过..
没有你的陪伴..就算这个世界能让我活到一千岁.
以前次的520.都还是普普通通的一天..
今天IU不懂做工的时候..都可以做到没有Mood..
那个头脑不懂再想什么大便.
自己有口都说不出..
这就是所谓的悲剧..haiz...
emo了又有谁知道？不如找周公谈？..
晚安吧..祝你有个美梦..

如果有如果

如果你能给我两分钟的时间..

我什么都不做..我只希望你能听我说一些事..

我真的希望那个有一天..有那样的机会..

让我告诉你些事情..没有任何目的..

那也不是任何借口..那些都是真相..

现在我知道我没机会告诉你..

也还不是机会..但是我真的希望会有那么一天..

那么一次机会..你给我几分钟时间..

让我说出一切..

至于结果..我也希望我得到我想要的啦..

但是我要求也不多了..

每一次想起以前的一切..

每一次都会有眼泪的出现..

原来最痛的致命伤是回忆:)

Headache..eat two panadol and sleep..

feel going sick soon~~~

jiayou ba ah huang :)

期待 :)

是不是有了期待时间才过得快啊？
我很期待这个星期六..从上个星期开始就一直倒数..
因为我有得休息一天..不用做工..!!哈哈
我已经plan好了我星期六要做什么了..
一整天的行程满满啊..
跟朋友喝茶..去剪头发..去吃晚餐..去买东西..
一天的时间就这样用完了..
时间深的很不够用叻@@
哪里的啊long有得借时间的..
我不要钱..我要的是时间..
哈哈..搞笑@@
可是一点都不好笑><"
睡觉去..没明天还是做工的一天..
晚安 :)

再给我两分钟是:D

突然间..爱上这首歌..

周杰伦的 最长的电影❤

歌词很有意思..
再给我两分钟..让我把记忆结成冰..

别融化了眼泪你妆都花了..要我怎么记得..

记得你叫我忘了吧 记得你叫我忘了吧..

你说你会哭不是因为在乎❤

我真的好爱听歌..每次很像听出我的故事..

他了解了我..哈哈

如果可以我想到海边的地方好好吸下新鲜空气..

我真的很累很累很累..

压力..好想好好的放轻松什么都不去想..

几时才会有那一天啊？

Two important day :D

11/5 舍不得的好朋友 :(

又一个好朋友离我们而去了..

我们之间有很多回忆..这些年..这些友谊..

昨晚也许是我今年最后一次跟你见面了..

过了昨晚你就离开了..

昨晚我招你出来..11.30喝茶..说真的是有点迟了..

但是你还是答应了咯..因为你也知道以后也许没什么机会了..

10多个朋友再一次就坐在yobel 24小时哪里..

一起大炮..聊的多开心啊..这些有再一次写进了我的记忆..

变成了History!!哈哈

我招你出来..但是我看到你我突然说不出话来.

突然之间脑子里面一片空白..

像个哑巴说不出话..也许是太多人的关系..

我不敢说..你还问我为什么今天那么静的..

我什么都没说..就在那里傻笑了@@

我很抱歉没在你离开前给你一些难忘的回忆..

他们给你了惊喜..你也感动到哭了起来..

你们一起哭了..我没参与..因为我有工要做..

真的很sorry..你也是在我好朋友的list里面..

虽然我朋友有很多..但是很多都是娱乐的朋友..

真心的却不多..你是真心的其中一个!!haha
昨晚我一点多回家..才要回家start车的时候..

直接下起大雨..慢慢的走回家..应该是我史上驾过一次最慢的车><"
路几乎都看不见..危险到..

回到家第一个时间还是面子书..不过开下就关了..

就进房间..写信息给她..哈哈
跟她说了好多心里话..不说我都睡不着..

写到很长..比我SPM华语考试的还长啊..

写到电话没电@@ 死都要send出去先..

send了就拿去charge然后去睡觉了..

不懂做么昨晚那么迟了..我做工累了还是翻来翻去睡不着..

很不自在..不懂是不是舍不得一个好朋友离去的关系吗..

我们之间有很多回忆..你真的是我的好朋友..
现在是永远都是..记得我们的约定XD

你家虽然有钱..但是你的性格却不像有钱人的性格..

你对别人也不会有偏见..我真的没后悔认识到你..

GoodBye my friends..Nicole Lee

Take care at Aus..all the best..and stay pretty..

keep more leng lea..come back show us :D
we will miss you..wait me change phone i will wechat u ..haha
i will stay at BANGLASIA wait u..
see you soon..Take care ^^

这张是去年在学校的时候拍的..

我们不懂扮还说呢么鬼pattern出来..

我的样子很搞笑吧..哈哈
这也是我们的回忆一部分..

wakakakak!!!

这张是新年的时候拍的..

我们一起赌博..我做庄家..

结果你们都输了给我XD

不要小看botak的力量hor..

我希望明年还可以赢你的钱:D

12/5 happy Mother Day!!

叫我在妈妈面前说母亲节快乐我都说不出@@

我真的不敢讲..这18年来我都没做到什么..
但是什么都可以等..就是孝顺不可以等..

所以我决定好了..也跟姐安排了..

等她星期六回来.我带你去吃一餐好的..
我请客!!hahaXD

妈..祝你生体健康 长命百岁..

我的日子不能没有你..

I love you MUM

that is FAIR?!

为什么这个世界充满着许多不公平？
谁可以告诉我..
我真的好累好累..为什么现今的社会什么都讲钱？
没钱真的生存不下去..
我真的对这一切感到疲倦..
我真的很想坐下来松口气..
甚至想离开这里..去到一个没人认识我的地方..
还是让我去个地方能让我忘记这里的东西..
让我轻松下..为什么？！！！！
我真的累得好想大哭一场..
我的心累得根本不像一个男人..
在这个世界上根本没人知道我的痛苦..
甚至是我的家人..
家人是我最亲的人了..
难道我只能什么事都收收着在心里吗?
是否有人可以出来陪陪我..
我真的好想大哭一场..
压力+烦恼+孤独..我简直会慢慢崩溃..

如果我把心里的话说出来会不会有人相信那真的是事实？
会不会有人相信我的遭遇？
我这个家是非常的不平凡..
不要看外表..
在我们4个兄弟姐妹..我虽然排第二..
但是我敢肯定的说我的压力最大!!
这是不是长子所要承受的代价？
说啊!!告诉我啊!!
我所做的一切我只想让我自己开心到底有没有人明白？
我现在真的崩溃了..眼睛流这泪水..那些泪水不是伤心..
而是压力跟烦恼..........
我的心情坏透了!!BITCH!!

为什么我就是有那一科好的心.
总是为了别人想..却没为自己好好想过..
对别人太好就是对自己残忍..而是双倍的残忍..
我不想再理会任何事情.从现在开始,
你们等着看吧..

That why i did :)

18 years old..i m no a child..
i m a teenager..and many thing i need to decide myself..
i m no going to college faster because i need money..
earn myself..buy somethings for myself..
my home no rich..just poor..
i tell  my fren my home no rich..
why nobody will trust wat i say??
just a few..know what happen my home,..
this home..this family..
i m not complaining..that is my destiny..
maybe someone wont understand..
i no blaming him/her..
because mayb he/she dunknow better..
that is my home business..
others dunknow is good..
and i will face it alone..
without who..without who..without who..
just have I..just have me..just have myself :)

MAGIC!!

Malaysia...OPSSS~~~
not Malaysia..is Banglasia!!
this country i live so famous..but i dun think that is a good new..
Najib..where the magic u learn from??
can teach me?i wan make some money lea..
Pleaseeeeeeeeeee lar..!!

投票到一半突然可以停电?
有电了..多出八带投选票？
你真的是厉害..中国刘谦都没有你出名现在..
我真的对你感到羞耻..
以后我出国人家问你我你那里来的..
我都不敢回答I come from Malaysia!!
Fucker u!!
现在我国是最红了..rasuah什么都有..
taiwai的新闻都有啊..你讲你没去好莱坞拍电影,,'
真的是浪费人才!!

BN..死远点啦..如果这一次无法改变事实..
五年后..2018年..当我23岁..我一定会去投出我神圣的一票..
我们90后的..一定支持民联!!
UBAH! niama..fuck BN..!!

Disappointed.!.

Fuck!!Wat the hell..NAJIB!!BN..
all go hell can?can let our country become beautiful and clean?
use dirty to win the election?!
can dun lie all Malaysian?
or u go other country better..
ask BANGKALA come vote ?
this also can?so shame to you..
thanks u make Malaysia more famous!!
dirty country?
now u are happy..
use dirty to win the election..STEADY lar..
gv u a like enough ma?or 100 like?!

关键在国会仪席..BN在1.40am..
已经拿到了112仪席..民联62..
total是222席.怎样玩下午？
手头没筹码了..
虽然我是还没地投..但是我发誓..下一届..
2018年..我一定会报名..我一定会投出那一票..!!
o0o 凸 mlm .l.
严重鄙视你！！BN..

first time ever!!

congratulation to myself..to my colleague..
because of election..damn it..
the time is now!! change !!UBAH!!!
ini kalilah UBAH!!
all segamat peoples come back from other place..
prepare tomorrow vote!!
beside that..it cause us busy like hell..
first time ever i saw.i meet..when i work at old street..
really!still have first round and second round..haha
first round all come eat steamboat de..@@
second round all come high tea..LOL..
just 3 waiter..macam mane serve?
i keep sweat in the room..have a 5马力air cond!
really steady!!
serve dao lai bu ji..
no clean yet..there call add soup or what..
pokai arh..hahahahahaha@@
rest early ba..tomorrow is a big day!!XD
MALAYSIA is going to change the new face!!!

part two!!XD

err..that have two possible..

i say sorry first..because aku sendiri muka tebal..

my feel tell me that was saying me..

the first possible is the status is not saying me..

if really not saying me..

i so hope i can know who is that guy..

i care this..i also dun know why..

i so care about this..

i know i so kepo..sorry ya..

the second possible is saying me :)

u wan to know the reason?

i can tell u right here..

i tell u a true..but i u must trust me wat i say at here..

please trust me..

i had two relationship before at last year form 5..

the first is you..the second i dun wan to say who she are..

that no important.

i observe myself and knw myself more and more from this..

i hurt the second girl..because i did a wrong decision..

i make it start..and i make it end..

actually i no love her..just got a little bit feeling only..

i using her to make myself forget you..

but its fail..i found myself cant forget you..

cant forget before our relationship..
everthing!!the feel between you and me..

i still cant forget now..

since i hurt the second one..

i swear i dunwan hurt anymore..

when at camp..no i am show off..

i tell u a true..

after the chinese new year off was gone..

valentine day..14/2..

we go back camp for continue out NS training..

second day..i receive a chocolate from a girl..

she live at muar..she ask her fren take to me..

when at my fren and many persons at live..

i reject her first time..but second time i take it..

i dunknow how to do..

just can take it..

if i no take i hurt that girl..

if i take that macam means i accept her@@

but when i know a true i so内疚..

she know i m no like her..and she cry at toilet..

no just one time..many time..all because of me..

but the NS going to end..i so how fst end it..

and left there..no need hurt her and more..

i no interesting at other girls..

friends say this no bad that no bad..

but i no interest at all..because i know it..

i no feel no love..dun wan go hurt others..

i choose single..i know wat i am doing..

i know wat my heart thinking about..

because i still loving someone..

that why i single..

i hope u know it..and i can swear at here..

100% true..no any lie..

and sorry :)

抱歉

very sorry..this two days din upload my blog..
because hor..this two days also go out with brothers..
he come back from NS..balik cuti..
tomorrow wan go back ady..
this two days..i feel tired..thiw two night also 2.30++ just back home..
then morning wake up shower then go work..
keep reply the things i do everyday..
last night go watched iron man 3..
watch the last round..
11.30pm.until 1.40 like that..then fetch someone go back bukit siput..
from bukit siput to simpang..a little bit far @@
haha..tired lor..so today i take off..
rest xia..keep work like that hor..no fun lea..
my 3 friends no work ady..they are going to study soon..
so every morning just i one people only..so sien..
use there computer online facebook><"

Go out soon..11pm now..
continue later..
DUN LEFT YAR!!!!haha
i have sumthing to say later ^^ BYE~~

情不自禁

有时候偶尔会来一个情不自禁偷看一个人的profile..
有时候在任何情况下做任何事..偶尔也会想起一个人..
偶尔会发出一些思念,,但那思念是无人知道..
没有声音..也没人发现..那就叫默默的思念..
有些人不能再次拥有..只能回味..
而那回味是多么的伤人..
而最重要的是那个人教会你怎么去爱..到最后她却选择不爱了..
这就是人世间的爱情..
可以很甜美..可以很暧昧..可以很幸福..可以很快乐
但这些却弥补不到一个分开..
:((((

超累!!

睡都睡不够..昨晚给弟弟的呼吸声吵到..
睡不着..跑去客厅做厅长@@
结果给不动真的东西咬..一直抓痒..
早上八点多就给人家叫起来..
才睡不到6小时..昨晚做工又累..
又这样迟才睡..
没得形容..就一个字..累!!

今天还载姐下chaah..来回整百个KM..
回时一个人..是闷到..歌开大声来听..
解闷..是差点睡下去了的..
回来的路途在labis的油站买糖吃..
不吃等下睡下去就惨..
回到来衣服换下就去做工了..
下午又累头又痛..还好我的beg里面还有一粒Panadol..
吃下去睡30分钟下..起来才有点好..
不然应该是早回家了的..

在我累的时候..很希望有你的陪伴:(

累惨了><"

星期六晚上算到会多人了的..
可是厚..七点多八点没什么人...
九点那个人不懂从哪里跑出来..
全部一次过来..来了很多桌..
真的是跑上跑下..要我妈妈儿子的命..哈哈
两个朋友10.30就回了..剩下三个人..
人手不够@@
还不是这样做..脚是踏到白醋啊..
酸死人><"

明天早上还要载姐姐下去chaah..
去回来又要做工了..
做到晚上..
又是一天...
日子还是要过..哈哈:)

UBAH!!

wahaha..安华哥..
你魅力十足..吸引了差不多二十多千的人去支持你..
不过讲真的我也是支持你的..
那个NAJIB真的是没有用的..
再给他管下去Malaysia很快就破产了..
昨晚我一放工11点半就直接过去了..
去一下就回了..累@@ 又还没冲凉..
支持民联!!!
Ini Kalilah Ubah!!!wakakakak XDDD

今天头是从下午痛到现在..
到没有力@@
又没带到panadol去做工..
结果痛了一整天..
等下吃药就要去睡觉了..
west还jio明早打球..
我看我多数是没去的啦..
休息比较好..再打下去缺乏水分就是生病了的..
去休息了..

晚安..地球人❤

HAIZ!!!

sad la!!call u many time this morning just answer,,
fuck off..the class already full now..
so how?diu..
i wan intake also cant..
ask me wait until september..
and the class of september no sure yet..
need see got students go intake or not..
if less It dun wan open..
that means i need wait until next year!!
What the hell....

now i also confuse..that college..
dun know what lar..TMD..
ask two persons..two said no different one..
pekcek now

Fire up!!

我不懂做么..有时候那个脾气是坏到...
不会讲..我真的不喜欢这样给人家讲..
你要讲的话我会听..但是请不要用到那种语气..
很像我做了什么杀人放火的事酱..
当我犯人这样来kp我..我不爽我直接骂回你的..

还有所谓的兄弟..有事就打电话来..
没事的话找你喝个茶而已..
很像约明星酱..应该也是我今天做工吃到火啦..
算了..
还有一个..讲好了要喝茶..结果叻？
我是讲结果的..跟我拿妈妈来做借口..
平时你这样跑不见得讲妈妈叫要回家了..
TMD diu!

今晚真的要好好睡一个觉了..
这两天没睡好..给我表姐的儿子吵到我没得睡@@
没办法..还是个baby..一岁都不到可是他有10++KG了..
是不是很给力？哈哈
睡个觉起身就没事了..什么都忘记XD 哈哈

The Message..

Saturday night..SIAO de..old street almost full..
all come high tea..because sunday no need to work..
dun know since wat time busy until i back home@@
sibeh tired..run here run there..
LOL!!!

Hey god..i wan pray my hope to you..
very easy to you..just hope when my handphone receive the message..
please the message i receive is from her..
just one time can??
when i open many time..
i also disappointed. :(

Play ball ^^

how long i no play ball with them har??
macam last year until now..
because jan until march i am NSing..haha
wear my Nike ball shose..
make my foot 落皮..@@
when shower i am suffering><
pain when the wound touching the water..

aiseh..today sleep in old street..
so syok..all sleeping@@
because tired.haha
but hor..i get shock because my friend..
he knock the sofa..and ask we wake up..
because had customer ady..
damn bad mood when wake up like this.
~!@#$%^&*

MOvie❤

have a few week no enjoy like tat..
haha..watch movie..XD
so weird i no need to work?:D
i go back home early today..
but i bluff to y friends><
sorry ya..i just dunwan u all say sumthing of me..
so that call 善意的谎言XD

watch 杨家将just now..9.30 start..
11.10 end..this movie no bad lar..
but hor..keep i kill u u kill me..
jst because of vengeance..
7 brothers just left of 1..
another 6 die..
LOL><

Tomorrow WORK again..
the time of my work..1 second like 2 seconds..
dun know how to pass it@@

鄙视你!!!

我从来没有看过像你这样的人!!

本来我们做工有四个人..
一个回去学校帮老师练手球..
剩三个..结果有一个给朋友招去喝茶..
算上来剩两个咯..
有一个女的爱跟!!
拜托..那个招我朋友喝茶的你也不熟啦..
懂是谁而已..一个女子也要跟去？
不会干脆讲你要吃蛇?!
还讲不像一个人在店？
CB..我不是人？我鬼来的？
你跟鬼一个做工的啦？
人家给你去..你去书包拿钱..
人家假假要跑掉..结果看到了在哪里dua!
pattern咯..niabeh!
结果人家再请你去..开心到在哪里跑!!
还讲什么..啊篁..我等下打包给你蛤..
拜托我不需要..我不是饿鬼!!
我没钱吃??
到最后店剩下我跟一个印尼子泡水的顾店..
我真的是很dulan 很dulan了的..o0o
晚上老板来吃晚餐..
总共三个人..还有一个椅子..你也跑去坐？
LOL..你很厉害叻..没客人？
工不用做？我们几个serve就够了？
自己坐在哪里刷电话..玩candy crush
在哪里大炮..PO老板你真的最厉害..
我真的很佩服你这个人叻..
崇拜你叻..崇拜你到o0o你..
讲到都火!!
不要讲你载哪里做久啦..
我有些会的东西I都还不会？！
还讲自己从去年坐到现在..
很久hor..但是什么懒都不会!!
脸皮有够厚的咯..
我需不需要去做一个奖杯给你..
ei..要两个才对..一个是吃蛇最厉害的..
一个是po老板最厉害的..
非你莫属了咯;..给你掌声....
严重鄙视你！！

除了做工..还是做工..

做工做工..一直做工..
今天还累到去后面坐着睡觉..
刚才晚上十点多不懂做么突然头痛..
很想躺下来休息下..@@
到最后喝了点水坐着休息下..就没事了..

其实我很难过..
只是骄傲不让我说..
坚强包起我的哭泣..
高兴却压着回忆..
而笑容掩饰了我内心的不开心..
❤

Feel good~~~but....

Ei~~~~~hahahaha
first time drive to Melacca from segamat..haha
feel good lea..but need use many spirit to focus the road..
because the road to tangkak so suck@@
many hole..if kena then heartache lor..
morning 10+ depart..around going to 12 just reach destination lor..
go a cafe yamcha first and waiting my sister..
after that go pick her adn help her take bags..
damn many things@@ like kiam ah long $$ wan lari..haha
tired lor..wan sleep later..haha sleep early..
because tomorrow i still need to work:)

Goodnight 地球人❤

PEnat sial!!

really tired lor..this morning got do exercise..

that is play basketball..haha
morning 8 already wake up..
and 11 still need go work..haha
until night lor..same time also..

tomorrow need go melacca lor..
first time drive myself go Melacca..
dun迷路can le@@
later tak tahu pergi mane then mati lor.haha

tired and sleepy now..
so goodnight la :D

i m going CRAZY!!

Mayb today i eat wrong medicine..haha
the kick keep come when i working..
keep singing..play with friends..
zhua kick with them..haha
sot ady lor..still zhua kick with customer..
and he also zhua kick with me too..because drank..haha
a little bit blur ady..

just come back from work..and i just finish shower..
after i shower thn online..write my blog :)

我....是怎么了?

Hey..昨晚信息你都没回我..
你知道吗..当我电话响的时候多么希望看见你的名字..
但是我最终还是等不到..老实说有种失望的感觉..
一个人是不是等到失去了才知道珍惜..
才知道那才是宝..那才是爱..
才要去珍惜..结果已经迟了..
我对你的爱..我真的完完全全用了100%去爱你.
我现在才觉得这句话讲得很对..
"是不是有一个人你一直说要放弃她..可是却一直都办不到"
这句话..I Agree..
现在我真的不知道要怎么样..
我已经停下脚步..呆在原地等你..
看着你一步一步的向前走..
是多么希望你回头看一看.
更希望你走回头..走向我呆在的那个地方:)

The Feel

I really feel weird..
why today the person who i think..
i will saw him/her come Old Street..
the first is boy..the boy i dislike one..
after that..he come Old Street eat steamboat..
then i say LOL..what is that@@
the second is a girl..i admit that i had miss her and think her..
but dun know why..she come eat steamboat with family..
i get startled..i tot i am over tired..my eye saw wrong..
but i din't had any wrong..that is her..
errr...i say something from my heart la..
I dun know what my feeling..feel weird..
no happy no sad..
dun know describe..
she still pretty as angel..haha
full kick now..LOL

I wan to say HI with the girl who i met just now..
but horrrr..i m dreaming.....Zzzzzzzzz

充实:)

我现在的生活会变得很充实...
从早上是11点做工做到晚上11.30pm才可以准备放工..
一天做12.30个小时..
在哪里做不错开心下拉..还有朋友跟我车大炮..

我想信息你但不敢><
真的对自己很没有信息..
我想告诉你..
我从来没离开过你❤
晚安..bby:P

just tired..

boring boring and boring..
tired tired and tied...
sleepy sleepy and sleepy..
missing missing and missing..
money money and money..

bila barang di atas tu boleh saye selesai?
aku sekarang tak tahu mau macam mane selesai.

I JUST HATE THIS KIND OF LIFE!!

Work hard!!

everyday work better la..no need spent money..haha
the first day i work at there..
and the working time is so long@@
11.00 start until 11.30pm..
12.and half hours..
if u ask me tired or not..
i wan to answer u i am super tired...
but i am no choice..haha
just can do it every day..
i believe i can..haha

i am starting to imagine some impossible thing again..
when i am tired..u at beside me..together with me..
help me massage..haha
impossible thing..it is?
sot ady..stop imagine..later kisiao again..haha
go sleep better..really tired..BYE.and goodnight XD

Fuying&Sam 【分開以後】官方完整MV

记得用心听完..了解歌词再唱什么..

他真的完全唱出我的心声..
这也是我想告诉你的..
说真的..从分开到现在差不多要一年了..
而我的世界只有空气..
有人说..没有必要痛苦的去忘记一个人..
时间自然会让你忘记..但是时间不能让我忘记他..
那失去的岁月..还有什么意义??
我也深深体会到..最难过的不是死别..而是生离..
也就是我跟你分开的那一刻..
我还记得..当你对我说出那些话..
我的眼泪真的很想下大雨一样..
流得很厉害..我吃到那么大..
哭得最厉害也就是那一次..
我永远会记得:)

Woohooo~~~finally..haha
pass ady..sibeh happy XDD
考的时候是多么紧张啊@@
左脚踏‘klat’踏到发抖..
严重夸张XD

tomorrow start to work!!
really going to become pokai lor..><

Actually i already plan today watch two movie..
Olympus had Fallen and GI Joe..
but hor..my brother teh tarik let someone lie..
but hor!!the that people said that is testing him..
then we cancel GI Joe..
when we watching Olympus had fallen..
he receives a message from that guy..
say Jia Bii foot injure when training ball..
in fact..is Ah Pang..then i accompany teh lor..
After we finish..6pm go fetch them..
4 persons..Me teh tarik..Jia Bii..Ah pang..
Ah Pang go Gemas see 铁打..
because tomorrow they have a competition..wakil SMK CC..
until 8.30 just reach home..@@
all becasue the lier!! O宝..damn u!!



Tomorrow exam car..haha
Good Lucky to myself..
and my friends who have competition tomorrow..
Boys and Girls..Good Lucky to u all too :)
Jia You XDDD

April Fools' Day

Lol..七早八早给考车aunty（我考车uncle的妈妈）来我家horn@@
我都不知道她早上会来..
我都跟他儿子（我的考车uncle）讲了下午才学..
哪里知道他们没有沟通好..
害我还以为被玩酱@@ 因为今天是愚人节..哈哈
想太多..直接刷牙换衣就出去学车了..
后天就考了..过的啦..应该是..哈哈
我发现为什么我每次做东西都缺乏信心的..
怎样才可以改掉这个缺点啊

err..今年的愚人节没特别..还是普通的一天..
没任何特别..也没人来弄我..
我弄人就有啦..哈哈
结果就有人傻傻被我骗了..
一个vedio就settle XDD
结果吓到要打我@@
就这样咯..
har..就是这样啦..就这样..这样啦！！
哈哈..sot了咯~~~~~~~~~
Good night :P

31/3 waiting to 1/4❤

This is a very meaningful moment at last year..

I am still remember what the time and where the place i at..

what thing happen at this night..

I at the play ground near my house..

with my best friend teh tarik and chang..

we sat at there talking..laughing..

at the same time..i texting with my girlfriend..

who is her..that is secret..

texting...texting...texting...
when the time pass to 12a.m..
and the calander become 1/4..

that day is April Fools' Day

i received the message from her..
she say can we break up??

when i read the message..i get startled !!
i so weird..and keep ask the reason why..why..why..
i did any wrong..i asked her..

she said not my problem..

and more and more and more...

lastly she say Happy April Fools' Day to me..
when i saw this i take a deep breathe.
chiuuuu~~~~xia si wo@@

But this year..it will not happen again..
is OVER..
some time..why i still can imagine i holding ur hand..
it does not happen before.
why i still can smell the air had you??
i also dunknw..

and i wont get the answer before..right now..even is my future..
If the god let me choose..
i wan choose this happen again..
even just once time..i also happy..
Sorry..but i really hope my phone receive the message..
that name is your name..girl..
I hope this story between you and me..
still in your memory..
and can you promise dun delete it??:(
let it become history..

Missing KICK coming...

从当兵出来差不多两个星期多了..
我都不敢提到你..即使我是多么的想你..
你知道为什么吗？
我已经慢慢失去知觉..其实不是失去知觉..而是逃避..
我不知道刚才为什么..
听着王力宏的歌听到一半我的眼泪突然流出来..
你可以告诉我为什么吗？我很想知道..
我现在写着blog的时候..我的心真的是酸酸的..
我没骗你..这是真的..
我真的想起了你 :(

决定了要读什么..接下来就自己再慢慢安排吧..
本来刚才还想modify我的blog..但是没什么mood了..
想到了很多我应该不可以再想的东西..
没办法..我不能做任何东西..
才发现现在的我打球..速度都没有以前的快了.
反应迟钝了一点..哈哈 但是还可以接受啦@@

最经不知道为什么火气有点大..
不知道是睡不够的关系吗@@
要去睡觉了..可是肚子饿..
但是绝对不可以吃东西..再吃下去肥咯
等下没人要:P

最近的天气时好时不好..
它爽的时候就大太阳..不爽的时候就下雨..
所以很容易头痛生病等等的..
你记得要喝多点水..
自己好好照顾自己..后天就开学了:)

-----> <------

Walao ei!! where direction should i go?
sibeh sibeh boring arh..@@
someone help me><!!
give some suggestion also okay one..
ask me go study business..i can tell u aku tak boleh..
x tahu la..go ask friends..
头烧~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~囧

Huiseh!!brother..now is your turn!!haha
january 3 is my turn..
but that already become pass..haha
and tomorrow march 30..
u are going to Pahang..
same camp with me lea..haha Kem Semarak..
u will get many memory and fun at there..i promise!
when u come back..sure u say nice..never ever.haha
u will kenal many friends at there..
boys or girls..malay or india..
mayb u will meet ur angel at there also..haha
tomorrow morning i will send u there..
looking ur bus gone..left Dataran Segamat:)
all the best ya..any problem can call me..haha
any question can ask me also..i already is 过来人XD
jiayou!! haha

Prepare Go to JUMP!!

Niabeh..sibeh boring now..all is money money money!!
dunknw wan study for what..no study then my future will become very hard..
but study also hard..my sister haven graduate yet..
if i wan go study now..this home will die..
dun know how to say la..
diao..result worst like shit..no many choice also.
Nothing to say!!speechless about this..

The first hair style after botak..short also!!XD
first time cut this@@
ugly??LOL..haha

miss monday night ><"

i damn damn damn miss that night ><"
happy together..nice memory..
all hair short short..like just come back from jail..hahaXDD
miss the chicken wings..haha delicious..
my muar friend prepare one..recipe come from Pahang..take with Jurulatih..haha
i wan to learn this also.
ignore we no wear shirt@@ (18XX) XDDD!
we meet at next trip ba..
all the best PLKN bro!!and take care :)






chiu~~~~~so tired because this morning clean the longkang..clean the plant..cabut rumput@@
TMD very 吃力@@ no tools to use..just can use hand..haha
finally LFS got this!!GI Joe!!
I wait u since last year until this year..dunknow why i am so interest this movie..
bcause the rock?haha mayb..i like his body><" muscle very beautiful..no need jealous..

now i am boring about my future..finding college..this suck result..english also no Credit..
very TMD..haha
free wan go AUG go ask the imformation lor..cant wait any more@@

sososososo Tired><"

Happy happy happy!!
the moment when together with u all bro...
although just 2days 1 night at Muar..haha
the first day..when we reach Muar..finish ate lunch then go friends house..
new house..so big@@ help to clean..
6++p.m. we start BBQ ady!!haha
Otak otak..yummy yummy XD
when the otak still hot..put inside the mouth..so chic kek!!haha
like party..all guys without wear shirt@@ haha
start early and end early..8.30 already finish BBQ..
all waiting to showers..because we still have next round..
yamcha  v PLKN friends also..but campur girls..haha
errrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..when we  reach the mamak stall..
all peoples looking to us..because our gang so many persons..21persons.!
still okay only lea..hen shao ren le lorrrrrrrrrr
haha..feel goodXD
when finish this round already 12++..
IS TIME TO ENJOY..!
Our turn..haha 1 set..RM158..
agar-agar know where we go lar..haha
happy time always gone faster..
the time we back home for rest is 3++
no end yet..meeting about tomorrow..ya that is today 26/3
but when after the meeting..all going to sleep..because need wake  up at 6.45a.m.
but dunknow why..i cant fall sleep at the night..
until tomorrow..tak tidur -,-
tak todur buat ape??kacau orang yang mau tidur!!wakakaka..
today i become sleeping panda..damn tired!!@@
i never ever mancing ikan in the car when the weather is hot like shit.
but today i did it..when on the way to Melacca..chiu~~~~~~~~
buy the shirt for this gang!!

sad lar..3 persons no join us because they absent..no  free..

meet u all guys next time..will have chance again..
i am going to sleep later..cant tahan..Night :)

很久...

aiya..很久没有打球了!!
都不会打了咯..shooting手势都不懂怎样了..
shoot球都不会进..还好centre还会进XD
不然惨了咯..输惨..虽然只是打爽而已..
很久没有这样出汗..做运动也是很爽..
可以减少stress :)
可是hor..我的脚很久没有这样拖鞋打球..
结果打一下子而已..
脚底就开始起水泡了..里面还有一点血@@
现在走路都有点痛.........

都不懂今天什么鬼天气哦..
下午大太阳..热到我都没有力..
哪里知道evening却跟我下大雨..
还有一只打雷..雨不是普通的大..
是sibeh大的那种..
害我不可以上网@@ 尼玛..

很高兴..明天去玩了XD
虽然只是去muar..但是下去哪里meet我PLKN的brothers!!
明天去后天回..哈哈
希望是个开心的旅程:)
looking forward..xixixixi :P

Suffering!!

Come back from NS..
my face pimple is damn serious..
today go wash face..
damn painful.......
my treat fall down like water..
suffering..@@
no choice..if no let ppl wash..
i wil become"mo peng" soon..
then no girl want ady XDD

i fall in love to this song..
内伤-林建辉.
nice song :)
lyrics meaningful..haha
give this song a like..
if u free can find and try to listen :)

Finally@@

Finally get the SPM result..
i dunknow want happy or what..
dun know describe the feeling..
I get some i want..but also get some i dun want..
that is my Math and Science..
跟我想像中的倒反@@
I think my Math can get A+ one..then my Science is A only...
but now the true is Math A only..Science A+..so amazing!!
My sejarah still can pass..OMG..
the true i cant believe is my account get C!!credit lea..
maybe is the project help me pass and get C one..
BM and BI..haiz..sad lar..cant get Credit..
so disappointed TT
but luckily still have 5 credits..
HENG ARH!!

this result dunknw can choose the subject i wan study at college or not..
DAMN.... T^T

Ah boy to men 2

nice movie lar..haha
you xiao dian.. Lo bang..so sohai..
face sohai..talking movie sohai..haha
GOOD!!
learned something from this movie..
Steady lar..haha
i think this movie still got part 3 lea..
no finish yet..i think lar..

Aiyoyo!!tomorrow wan to talk my SPM result ady lor..
so fast@@ Account,Economy and History..
i scare this 3 subjects only..
sure got subject no pass de lar@@
i exam and i know the result..
tomorrow god bless..
give me 5 Credits enough..
then can choose college easy..

19/3/2013

FInish the BBQ at IOI nicole's house..
so early i already back home..haha
tired also..although afternoon stay at home..
my friend bring 2 japan girls come..
they come Malaysia 5days just want to meet my friends..
and she find me take picture..after that she said my face look like japan boy..
LOL..haha thanks you :)

Already decide..tomorrow night watch "Ah boy to men 2"
haha..movie movie and i like it..
boring lea@@ dun come back from NS better..
come back want to bored somethings about this home..
i am so so so so tired u know..

Syok!!

Long time no did that..haha
sleep until auto woke up in the morning..
no late lar..10a.m. woke up already..haha
i cant describe how sweet my bed..
but i also will miss the days i stay at Kem Semarak..
really have many happy moment..
although some time also had a hard moment..
but we make it pass!!bro..
i miss the moment when we resting..
eat 瓜子in front my dorm..and talking funny things..
play together..i admit some time i also play like a crazy people..
lost control..haha
but it already be past tence..no more chance we do like that..
just a once time in our life friends..
please dun remember it..
we make the history in our memory :)
by the way,thanks you all gave me a perfect memory..
thanks you all fella XD
meet u all on 26!!
BU JIAN BU SAN!! :D
Good Nite..

Welcome me from NS :)

1月3号..第一次进入Kem Semarak的时候..
心里是多么的不甘愿啊..感觉没有了朋友..没有了家人..
刚开始真的很不喜欢..要跟马来人一起..
国语又不好..很难沟通..早上起身时间还比我读书时间早..
5点多起身冲凉..冲冷水..一下去不会跳舞都变成会跳@@
一天一天慢慢过去..时间也一秒一秒的过去..

慢慢的认识到朋友..认识到一群兄弟..
那种生活已慢慢习惯了..
在里面虽然有些东西真的很不喜欢..
不喜欢还是要接受..不喜欢做的事..
也逼自己去做..自己也苦中作乐..
得空时坐在dorm前的水沟旁一起吃瓜子..
一起车大炮..一起笑..一起闹..有时候一起罚..
让自己开心..让朋友开心..有困难一起面对..
开心的事一起分享..

虽然真的是短短的两个月多..
我却对这些事物有了感情..
那些朋友..那些生活..那张床..
床在我最累的时候它总是陪伴着我..
哈哈..咋里面有觉睡是最幸福的事..
里面的回忆真的太多了..
一生人也只有那么的一次..
认识到来自不同地方的朋友..
做过很多自己从来都没有做过的事..
感觉到自己真的比之前成熟了..
思想有点改变了..真的真的是无法形容在里面的那些回忆..

开枪真的是爽啊..哈哈
虽然声音有点大声..
还做了一件犯法的事情..哈哈
就是偷带子弹壳回来XD
是很冒险..要是被抓到的话有可能上法庭@@
最后还是带回来..幸好没被发现到~~

结束了NS..回到我之前的生活:)
虽然离开时我承认我眼睛留下泪水..
可是那些都是真感情的泪水..
兄弟,,有缘再见:)

 进去两个月多受尽了早早起身的折磨..
就是为了这一张东西@@

Byebye AGAIN..

Today i m so happy..haha
go gathering with friend..go their home bai nian..
judi with them..i be host..wow!!!
win money!!haha first time judi at this year..
damn ONG arh..we ply 牛加水..
i keep ka shui..double!!
money money come..wakakakaka..
after this go yayasan eat steamboat..
after steamboat go watch movie..
nice movie..haha hotel wat arh..i forget the name ady..

SAD..finish packing my bag ady..
tomorrow go back Pahang..go back my camp..><
my chinese new year was gone..haiz..what a suck 18 years old CNY..
see u all next month ba..wait me fella..haha goodbyeXD

Happy Valentine Day girl..

大年初三

OMG lorr...said wan breakfast with friends de.
mane tahu cant wake up..sleep until 12.@@
so late..because watch movie until 2+..
when reach home already 2.30..
brush teeth then straight sleep..damn sleepy..
Today also boring..
nothing can i do..friends all no free also..
stay at home..sat on sofa..think this think that..
beh tahan..

如果我看着你的双眼..你看着我双眼..
我有种感觉就是觉得在那一瞬间..
我可以从你眼里看到当你看着我的那一刻..
我相信里面绝对还有爱的成分❤

#初二--> 那才是目的❤

so boring this chinese new year..
no activity..damn boring lorrrr...

watch I Love Hong Kong 2013 New Year movie at night..

last round 12am..watch until i feel sleepy..

compare with last year..last year one more nice..

tell u a true..actually i wan go watch movie during chinese new year at night..
just because last year chinese new year i also go watch movie..
and you too..
this year i do same thing..because i hope i can meet you at there.
i wan see you even just a second..
can't control myself..my mind..
like kena virus..OMG...

Happy "Rain" New year@@

The most boring new year never ever..
this is the first year..chu yi raining whole day..
so lazy go out in this weather..
tot can watch movie tonight..
lastly cancel also..haiz...
many movie i like..haha
but i no have free time to watch all..
just can watch some only...
thursday morning i need go back kem aldy..
but this enough to me..haha
after new year 1 more month i finish PLKN and come out..
take my SPM result..hope the result cantik sikit><"
Hope the rain will stop at tomorrow!!
tomorrow go back Jementah go m grandmum house..
ang bao ang bao.. I am coming :P

心里有个旋律,,
而那个旋律是有我对你的爱的音符所组成的..
从去年到现在一直都在:)

除夕❤

就是这种气氛!!
十二点开始炮声就一直响..响到一点..哈哈
这才是华人新年..新年我最喜欢的就是除夕夜...
平常从没有什么车的一条街..
今晚左右两旁全部都是车..每间屋子都是亮着灯..
小孩子在路上放炮..我超爱我住的kampung..Haha

looking the time going to pass 12a.m...
prepare to wish u Happy New Year..
errr..actually i still have many things wan say with u..
but i no do that just now..
anyway..
Happy Chinese New Year to you again..
Happy Chinese New Year to all my friends..
good night :).

想念你的一切❤

active now..3am ady..haha
go out whole day..still no feel tired..
i think today no need sleep ady..haha

so miss you..wan text you but scare u no bother me..
i so miss last year this moment..how wonderful..
how happy..what a good began..
but this year it will not going repeat again..
do you know how i miss that moment..
how i like that moment..
how i love that moment..
EMO night again..LOL

#EMO #EMO #EMO~~~~~

想念家乡..

I wait today hen jiu liao!!
today when wan come back..i feel damn happy..
haha..damn syok..today get knew a good information..
my off days until 14!!woo..no need go back kemon 12 chu 3..
i still can play at here with friends..haha

Chinese New Year coming soon at this weekend..
but i am fever now..today i woke up morning at 5.45a.m.
my body temperature so high..
i asked my friend touch my neck..
they said i really fever aldy..
and then i keep drink water..

自己让自己再次伤口裂开..
感觉上自己做错..可是那只是感觉..
爱不到我最想爱的人..
如果你成功我会真心祝福你..
如果你失败了请你回头看..
我还在后面跟随着你的脚步..
如果累了..我的肩膀也愿意让你依靠..
真的只希望你回头一看..
晚安❤

GOodbye TT

finally finish pack my beg!!
so many things..LOL
like 跑路@@ my beg full full..haha
no any slot left..
and tomorrow morning wan wake up early..
go eat breakfast v bro and go song wo shang ba shi!!haha
now i just feel dao wat is friends..many wishs i received just now..
message and facebook..haha
this is friendship!!hehe
i love u all friends!!
wait my call and meet me when i come back at CNY :D
going to say goodbye to my hair...
haiz..botak again..
CNY botak..LOL!!haha

tired today...keep at outside..cant rest..haha
and i need to sleep now..prepare for tomorrow..
goodnite ya..
meet me at CNY..if wan to see me XD haha

Can u tell me?

Can i hear from ur heart inside?
still i living inside ur heart??or other person..
can u tell me??
i really hope i can get the answer girl..
just u can give me the answer..
still i worthy?haha

open school lor..how about ur first day in new year 2013??
everything still go smoothly??
need wake up early in the morning..
sure tired one..
tomorrow i wan wake up early go school also XDD
sad lar..wakakakaka!!hahahaha..

tomorrow wan finish pack my beg le lor..
thursday go NS!!@@