part two!!XD

err..that have two possible..

i say sorry first..because aku sendiri muka tebal..

my feel tell me that was saying me..

the first possible is the status is not saying me..

if really not saying me..

i so hope i can know who is that guy..

i care this..i also dun know why..

i so care about this..

i know i so kepo..sorry ya..

the second possible is saying me :)

u wan to know the reason?

i can tell u right here..

i tell u a true..but i u must trust me wat i say at here..

please trust me..

i had two relationship before at last year form 5..

the first is you..the second i dun wan to say who she are..

that no important.

i observe myself and knw myself more and more from this..

i hurt the second girl..because i did a wrong decision..

i make it start..and i make it end..

actually i no love her..just got a little bit feeling only..

i using her to make myself forget you..

but its fail..i found myself cant forget you..

cant forget before our relationship..
everthing!!the feel between you and me..

i still cant forget now..

since i hurt the second one..

i swear i dunwan hurt anymore..

when at camp..no i am show off..

i tell u a true..

after the chinese new year off was gone..

valentine day..14/2..

we go back camp for continue out NS training..

second day..i receive a chocolate from a girl..

she live at muar..she ask her fren take to me..

when at my fren and many persons at live..

i reject her first time..but second time i take it..

i dunknow how to do..

just can take it..

if i no take i hurt that girl..

if i take that macam means i accept her@@

but when i know a true i so内疚..

she know i m no like her..and she cry at toilet..

no just one time..many time..all because of me..

but the NS going to end..i so how fst end it..

and left there..no need hurt her and more..

i no interesting at other girls..

friends say this no bad that no bad..

but i no interest at all..because i know it..

i no feel no love..dun wan go hurt others..

i choose single..i know wat i am doing..

i know wat my heart thinking about..

because i still loving someone..

that why i single..

i hope u know it..and i can swear at here..

100% true..no any lie..

and sorry :)